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Aug 13, 2004 21:16

Every time I think about the existance.. Of me.. I feel so small...

Isn't it supposed to be human nature to wonder...
But isn't it also human nature to understand... Well.. Understand what we can.

Who am I..
Yeah, I kow the basics... My name, my age.. the things that in the end.. are useless to ME... The ME... that people don't see everyday...
Me...
Who am I...

My looks aren't me.. are they.. Their apart of me.. But.. are they me....
Or is me.. Everything.. And since when did looks become the majority of me.. When they don't even make up half of ... THE whole me....

When I look at people.. all I see is their apperance.. I don't see them..
So everytime I look at someone it's like I see a big unanswered question mark..
That person, that living thing.. I know nothing about. And no matter how much I know them.. I dont KNOW them...

I could fall in love with someone.. and they could pretend to just fall in love with me..
I could hate someone.. and they could.. pretend to hate me just to avoid regection..

Things are so complicated..
People are so complicated...

That's life right?!

It makes me wonder. Dumb thought I know...   lol, what do cows, or dogs, or cats.. or fish think.. What are their thoughts.. Yeah I know most of their thoughts are probably instinct.. But.. is there a portion that.. are their thoughts.. like.. dislike.. like... thinking.. about something..

Weird..
And dumb I know...

I guess I'm just sorta curious though..

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