suuuummer breeeeze
Summer breeze makes me feel fine
blowing through the jasmine in my mind...
Well summer is in full swing. A month has just about gone by, it's insane. I haven't even had the chance to update this thing and hardly manage to read the friends...and when I do, information that i'm reading is considered old news. I suck at life yet again!
Loooots has happened since my last post. Most recently, and importantly, this past weekend was my first Dave Matthews Band EXPERIENCE. Not concert. It would be way under rated to call it simply a "concert." The bus the first night- between drinking, taking pictures hanging halfway out the bus, hair flying in our faces, screaming nonstop, and of course having Chad's girlfriend introduce me to her- was insane. Loooved every minute of it. Being with all those people for the weekend, filled with all the love in the world, and of course listening to the best music and concert he's ever given... as I was told. And wish I could have been there to experience more than 2, yet this is only the beginning to the next 30 years we planned.
Oh yeah, I also met my roomie for next year! We met up for a few minutes before DMB. I like her a lot already. She seems very cool and definitely fun. Usually when I have "visions" of people before I meet them they're completely off, however, not this time. Camille was just how I pictured her (from facebook). It's just wierd to think of ME living with someone (not one of my friends right now) and becoming close with. Because you're kinda forced to whether you like it or not. I still don't feel like everything is really happening- and that going to college actually means going to class. Which I registered for yesterday. AHHHHH. asdflkjasd.
Speaking of imagining how things different than how they turn out, that's kinda how this summer has been going. It's not "amazing", but far from horrible. Working all the time is a huge change. Yes, in the past summers I babysat 2 or 3 days a week, not every single day of the week. I miss hanging out allll day on the lake, or at the quarry. I miss getting a summer snack whenever I feel like. Having the girls over, being able to question "what's next? then what? who will we see then?" It's not that I don't like my job because I really do. The kids are adorable and extremely annoying; the people I work with also make it bearable. It does reassure me though that teaching is what I really want to do because I enjoy it more than anything. Just being with kids, knowing that I'm making their summer enjoyable, makes me proud. Even if it sometimes ruins mine! Might as well get use to working, seen as how the working world is here to stay.
Millers is one week from Saturday. One week of complete relaxation, tanning, lots of drinking, etc. with 4 of my best friends. No work for an entire week. No distractions from fun. It should be the best week of summer. From what I hear that won't be hard to achieve either! :) Then when we get back, my birthday is the next week, and then it's August. lkdasjflkasd. Future again. It scares me.
Boring entry, but it's an entry. That's all I've got for now.