live, love, burn, die
i got some more steam that needed to be blown so i turned to the good folks at live journal im so tired and nicoles all upset, she thinks i think shes fat, so everyother word outta her mouth when we talk is ass. i'd really like to just go off on her and just be like fuck that and let lose but i know i'd feel bad and that wouldnt help anything although it would sure as hell make me feel better i need to call her after school but i know the first words outta her mouth will be i dont want to talk to you right now because thats what she always says then itl'll be why are you so mean to me she really needs to grow up and get over that shit its starting to get really frustrated i mean when she gets mad she brings up stuff from november i mean arent you supposed to forget about that stuff? well obviously no one gave her that memo but i guess what you gonna do everything will work its way out and if it doesnt and we break up then o well and i have more money in my pocket and more time on my hands. i really want to go see asl on sunday but i know i can't because if i do i wont have enough to make my car payments cars suck too i need to get drunk or stoned or somtin but that'll make things worse im tryin to find a new job but thats not goin good at all so im fucked on that front too. o well. peace, have fun,