May 04, 2005 05:33
Reports are being written on us right now.
I got a 100% in my English.
Overall I'm in the top 8 of the 150 people in my year intelligence-wise, so I was chosen for the decathlon.
I won a writing competition I entered and got a prize of $500.
I just can't be happy. I just can't. Nothing's the way they should be. I don't feel like I deserve any of this. I just hate it that I'm doing good academically because I just don't like it. I miss my deceased friend and I wish she'd come back.
I'm crying.