It's been so long.
It really startles me, even if I attempt to laugh it off, that an online grudge could possibly last so long. It's been four years, well a little over four years, when a community moderator took offense to my participation.
Four years.
I got over it, actually I had forgotten about it, it's been so long. Reading an email, with such strong words of authority; or abuse of authority, hurt my feelings. 2008 was a different time, a different era, and with no chance to seek a nice reprieve from my mistakes it has made it a little difficult to accept the world class title this city wishes to possess.
Wanting to be nice, but facing the wrath of power, I have much to learn if I am to become the man many people desire. I was expecting an opportunity to showcase a new light, a new direction, and a new me, instead; and much to my own despair the past I created for myself will linger.
It's 2012 - not 2008, when the mind set of rehabilitation and the chance to redeem a character is disallowed, or not even granted with community support to see that a person can change after so many years, it establishes or even expresses a bold presence of acceptable bullying.
Four years.
I got over it, actually I had forgotten about it, it's been so long. Reading an email, with such strong words of authority; or abuse of authority, hurt my feelings. 2008 was a different time, a different era, and with no chance to seek a nice reprieve from my mistakes it has made it a little difficult to accept the world class title this city wishes to possess.
Wanting to be nice, but facing the wrath of power, I have much to learn if I am to become the man many people desire. I was expecting an opportunity to showcase a new light, a new direction, and a new me, instead; and much to my own despair the past I created for myself will linger.
It's 2012 - not 2008, when the mind set of rehabilitation and the chance to redeem a character is disallowed, or not even granted with community support to see that a person can change after so many years, it establishes or even expresses a bold presence of acceptable bullying.