under pressure (pressing down on me).
the journal title is not only my current ring tone, it is an apt summary of my entire life right now.
last night, we went to the jordans furniture in reading and there were A LOT of jelly beans.
also, julia met us there and that was funny because shes just hilarious to be around.
today i helped out a friend and now have MAJOR ARM MUSCLES so thats SWEET. :)
marco torture
kramrow: phallic rim
everana1667: yes mark?
kramrow: haha nothing
so i just kind of wanted to write something because i dont have any guitar talent any more.
i dont have any artistic talent any more.
i havent really sung in so long.
it just feels like everythings gone.
so i have to hold on to my writing.
but its also kind of "whiny bitch" writing.
thats ok, though, for now.
life is hard, school loans are killing me, as is vidalias.
no hours plus fear of working there equals at least i love julia and keri.
i really feel like ive missed so much of my friends so far this summer.
what with being away (dont get me wrong, id go back in a SECOND) and then being under house arrest and then being ill.
i hate that.
the feeling that youve missed something good.
i like the rain because its clean but it also makes me think of al gores premonitions and it kills every game plan except for andreas and my wild sex in the mud.
ok so ive got nothing of consequence to put down, and thats a tragedy, but i WILL leave you with this:
nikzad: "have fun being alone together on the island."
derek: "haha, brokeback island."
mark: "i cant quit you."
i dont know if itll make you laugh, but it made me laugh A LOT.