I hate drAma
Ahh, I fucking hate drama!!!!!! Major shit between Paul and Emily, which is pretty much tearing everything apart. I'm friends with both of them, so I'm stuck in the middle, but now I'm also living with Emily, which makes it a little bit harder. I talked to Paul last night, and I was trying to help him out. I dunno, it's all just so fucked up. I guess what it is is that I'd feel bad if I outright called a specific person a liar. But I can't take sides anyway, so I guess it doesn't really matter what I think anyway. All I know is that I'm trying to help them end this so that it doesn't fuck things up any more than they already are. Even if I had to take sides as of now, I don't know whose side I'd take anyway. I sometimes feel bad for Paul because people really don't understand him. So cliche, I know, but it's true. Most people think that he is just this annoying, goofy kid, and they can't (or don't) see that there is this completely other serious side. Unfortunately, most people have only seen the goofy side, and I've seen both sides many times. I think I'm gonna go with the advice that I gave Emily weeks before this all happened- Drop it. If they keep arguing over who's telling the truth and who's a nasty liar, nothing will get resolved. I think they both need to agree to drop it. Like I said to Emily, what difference does it make if he admits it or not? (Considering, of course, that it actually happened.) I told her weeks ago to drop it, and I think that's what I need to tell her again. She just needs to let it go- it shouldn't matter whether or not he admits to whatever did or did not happen. Whatever happened happened, and they need to deal with that themselves, in private. Not with 50 million people around. Gar, it makes me so angry. I hate being stuck in the middle between two friends. This is so fucked up.