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[eveninkfades]

the words i wrote across your door,
they washed away with water
the imprints you left on my life,
they wont fade any farther

i spent months trying to take back all the words i said,
i spent months arguing with your ghost in my head

cause you ran out of words and you ran out of time
for the life that we planned and anything that was mine

you took all your things and disappeared like a death
left me deep in a sentence, caught in mid breathe

now im trying to give up and im trying to give in
trying to love
and let the falling begin

but im stuck in your ghost
and im trapped in your lessons
expecting distrust and causing nothing but messes

and at the end of the day
and after all that we did

i still fall to my knees
and expect the love in us to win

and maybe eventually we'll find something more
than separate lives and a firmly locked door

its faith in all that that keeps me steadily falling in
and patiently waiting for our peace to begin