Jan 21, 2005 09:42
the world just sat there in awe , jaw dropped, patterened with breathing out, "fuck..." over...and over again. and over and over again you watched it on tv and the tv watched the jaws drop and the murmurs from one coast of sad to the other. that's what you think of when you failed rent, to have a job, a car, and support or a phone call to stop you from shining your face over the landlords doorstep. because the last person you could ever blame is yourself.