tired much?
yah so today was monday.. is monday... im in a rotten mood and im sorry if im bringing alot of other people down around me.. this weekend was just a weird one and im dealing with some stuff soo... yah.. prom is stressful. school.. stressful.. friends.. stressful (some dont seem to care).. i feel like im alone, the person i ran to for comfort for 2 months isnt there anymore, he took away my safety blanket. i put my heart into everything.. my entire heart into everything and when i get hurt my whole heart just breaks. i never get in return what i give.. and i give too much. i just want to be held, kissed on the forehead and told that im going to be ok.. call me a moron but its something about a guy holding me tight and kissing me on the forehead that makes me feel comfortable and safe. call me over romantic.. a sap, a love freak.. or just sentimental... i love it when im held tight.. when i give love and receive love in return.. call me crazy.
i miss it.. i miss you. but i cant get any of it back. we're friends now and im cool with that, ive accepted it.. but i just dont want to feel alone anymore... i want to be safe.. feel safe again..
gnite.. im watching "my best friends wedding.." i seriosuly love this movie!
xoxx....