BIG DADDY'S IS OPEN!
so today chad and justin invited me to lose my flo's hotdog virginity.. chad was the only one whos been through the flos experience and decided to take the two of us to taste the hot sauce and mayo special saucey stuff.. yummm.. and yes folks justin and i lost our flo's virginity.. we had a "threesome" at the hot dog place! YAY! (sounds so dirty and wrong but in the long run it really means i hate a weiner with special sauce on it with two boys) not bad huh?!
it was good to be invited, im usually the one who invites people to go with me places but thanks guys.. you made my day and took my mind off of a certain incident that happened this week.. !
tonite was my first nite back at big daddys.. after i left the guys at liek 2 i met randa at big daddys and ate an ice cream with her after her foot surgery! :( i told my boss that if it got busy she could call and id work tonite.. abotu an hour later the people starting pouring in and her, b. baldyga, dan(my other boss) and evan couldnt handle them all so they had to call in the reinforcement.. ME! haha jk it was bascially the fact that evan was leaving and they were going out for dinner adn b would be all alone so they called me in.i just tell myself im the reinforcment to make myself feel better! hehe
anyways today was a better day.. i called andre last nite and i got all the answers i needed.. i feel better because now im okay to move on even though the memories and past hurt to look back on because i had to much fun with that kid. i still dont get it and i doubt i ever will understnad why and how he could make that decision because we had a great relationship. i guess the part that hurts the most was it was so sudden and its hard to look back on memories and pics of grease or listen to a country song that we both like and not think about him... it just hurts because i wasnt the one to do anhyting wrong but im the one thats in the most pain. doesnt make much sense huh? damn.. i miss his hugs and our cute little inside jokes.. the fact that he always tickled me.. grrr.. i hate this kinda stuff because its the cute terms of endearment i miss.. i miss andre. blah
it was good to be invited, im usually the one who invites people to go with me places but thanks guys.. you made my day and took my mind off of a certain incident that happened this week.. !
tonite was my first nite back at big daddys.. after i left the guys at liek 2 i met randa at big daddys and ate an ice cream with her after her foot surgery! :( i told my boss that if it got busy she could call and id work tonite.. abotu an hour later the people starting pouring in and her, b. baldyga, dan(my other boss) and evan couldnt handle them all so they had to call in the reinforcement.. ME! haha jk it was bascially the fact that evan was leaving and they were going out for dinner adn b would be all alone so they called me in.i just tell myself im the reinforcment to make myself feel better! hehe
anyways today was a better day.. i called andre last nite and i got all the answers i needed.. i feel better because now im okay to move on even though the memories and past hurt to look back on because i had to much fun with that kid. i still dont get it and i doubt i ever will understnad why and how he could make that decision because we had a great relationship. i guess the part that hurts the most was it was so sudden and its hard to look back on memories and pics of grease or listen to a country song that we both like and not think about him... it just hurts because i wasnt the one to do anhyting wrong but im the one thats in the most pain. doesnt make much sense huh? damn.. i miss his hugs and our cute little inside jokes.. the fact that he always tickled me.. grrr.. i hate this kinda stuff because its the cute terms of endearment i miss.. i miss andre. blah