Almost 2 am? Already?
I don't know why I'm still awake. I blame the tea.
Today, I taught. I suppose it's a bad sign that, five minutes before every class I teach, I have a vain hope that my students won't actually show up and that I'll be off the hook. I don't know whether this is a sign that I shouldn't be doing what I'm doing, or simply that I'm still nervous and finding my way.
Anyway. This afternoon featured coffee with Ian, this evening tea with Marc. I had a lovely time with Marc, actually. We spent about five hours just talking, the conversation ranging from gaming to life plans. It was like old times. I missed those conversations.
In any case, since Marc left about an hour ago, I've been reading old lj posts and old stories of mine. I suppose I should sleep, but I don't really want to. I was really tired when Marc left, but since then the fatigue has mostly left me. My mind is fidgety. I want to write, but don't have any stories in mind. Besides, in my present state of mind, I doubt anything I'd write would be particularly good.
Feh. Stupid caffein.
Oh, and for those who didn't ask: Daily Breadcrumbs will come out tomorrow. I didn't get a chance to write it today.
Today, I taught. I suppose it's a bad sign that, five minutes before every class I teach, I have a vain hope that my students won't actually show up and that I'll be off the hook. I don't know whether this is a sign that I shouldn't be doing what I'm doing, or simply that I'm still nervous and finding my way.
Anyway. This afternoon featured coffee with Ian, this evening tea with Marc. I had a lovely time with Marc, actually. We spent about five hours just talking, the conversation ranging from gaming to life plans. It was like old times. I missed those conversations.
In any case, since Marc left about an hour ago, I've been reading old lj posts and old stories of mine. I suppose I should sleep, but I don't really want to. I was really tired when Marc left, but since then the fatigue has mostly left me. My mind is fidgety. I want to write, but don't have any stories in mind. Besides, in my present state of mind, I doubt anything I'd write would be particularly good.
Feh. Stupid caffein.
Oh, and for those who didn't ask: Daily Breadcrumbs will come out tomorrow. I didn't get a chance to write it today.