Heaven will be the cessation of existance. The end of struggle. There need not be a reward of bliss and contentment, just the end of existance will suffice. For every moment of existance is tedious. A struggle. A fight to survive and survive well. I will not survive today says a slogen; I will thrive. Thriving or surviving: existance is constant ( Read more... )

I've been meaning to post for a week. Actually exactly a week and one day. 21st Feb to be precise.

I gave my faithful, reliable, old, beat up, first car in to be "scrapped" for a shiny new obnoxious one. It's MOT was due and every year it was becoming more and more of a mission trying to get it to pass and this year the patch job on the exhaust was ( Read more... )

Do you know what it is like to have loved ( Read more... )

Life uses
Life abuses
Life gives
Life takes
Life suffocates
Life hates
Life loves
Life demands
Life is a greedy bitch
Life doesn't compromise
Life wants all of you
Till the day you die.

I'm not disturbed ( Read more... )

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One day there will be a beach ( Read more... )

first to go was the 3G
that I noticed immediately.
a couple of hours of no Internet
as I started to delete the last remnants
of the apps which made this MY iPhone.
some hours of temperamental phone reception,
oddly enough the reception bars went down slowly,
five, four, three, two and even one,
almost as if it were struggling to still stay alive.
loyal, ( Read more... )

can't express ( Read more... )