humour my rage, I need this pain...
come on;
get angry,
can't you see,
how I'm trying to provoke you.
shout back,
so we can have a screaming match
shove me,
so I can shove you back,
throw the first punch;
so I can justify my smacks,
shake me, break me,
so I can hurt you back.
kicks and punches shaped me,
this is what I need,
anger, violence and aggression,
Let me hurt you;
but don't play victim,
don't make me the abuser,
hurt me right back,
loose it,
at me,
I'm asking you to.
so we can both be
bloody, bruised and sore,
ears ringing,
from the screams,
we can take no more.
voices broken,
can't shout any more,
this is right,
this is normal,
this is comfortable,
angry
raging
is where I want to be,
allow me this, please.