Aug 12, 2005 12:00
I don't know what is going on, but I have had a yucky feeling all week that seems to have been getting worse in the last couple of days. I am having second thoughts about my future, and the career path I want to lead. I think that it is really eating me up inside. I slept horribly last night.. I woke up thinking about rigid board and rock wool (insulation products.) Not really my ideal dreams.
I haven't seen Scott since Tuesday afternoon, and am really missing him and the dog right now. Dont know when I will see him.
I have been feling as though I am going to barf since about 8pm last night.
I have a softball tourney this weekend. Maybe it will take my mind off of all of this madness.