Monday, monday, monday
Well, today marks the official first day of my first office job. 7am is a wee bit on the early side, but I am surprisingly awake and I only got about 5 hours of sleep. It was a bit dificult to sleep.. probably anxiety. Everyone is really nice and helpful. I don't really know much about insulation at this point so it is nice to have thier help. It's been a bit slow today, so I haven't had much work, but it is exciting non-the-less to have my own desk and computer. I am going to bring a bunch of pictures and maybe a plant or two to liven it up a bit.
Otherwise, all is well. I flipped out on Scott a little last night.. sometimes he just doesn't think. But it all worked out. Luci is getting big and is getting an attitude.
Went to see grandpa yesterday. I almost cried.. for the first time since we found out about the cancer. He was so skinny, his face lit up when he saw that it was me. It made his day to see me. I have been so strong until lately. It seems the last few days I have been an emotional wreck, but I think that its because there has been so much sad and frusterating news that I started to break.. I just need to suck it up and be the rock that I am so good at being. I have a feeling this is only the beginning of more hard times to come.
One hour and counting...
Otherwise, all is well. I flipped out on Scott a little last night.. sometimes he just doesn't think. But it all worked out. Luci is getting big and is getting an attitude.
Went to see grandpa yesterday. I almost cried.. for the first time since we found out about the cancer. He was so skinny, his face lit up when he saw that it was me. It made his day to see me. I have been so strong until lately. It seems the last few days I have been an emotional wreck, but I think that its because there has been so much sad and frusterating news that I started to break.. I just need to suck it up and be the rock that I am so good at being. I have a feeling this is only the beginning of more hard times to come.
One hour and counting...