goshhhhhhhhhh
have you ever wanted to cry. just because everything is so fucked up. i need to cry. really really bad. im crying on the inside, its just the tears wont come on the outside. everything really sucks. i cant even find the words to explain it. i mean, everything is okay i guess in like some categories. but ive lost one of the greatest friends i have ever had and it really sucks. seriously i dont know why im living right now. okay nevermind, the tears are here.