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so i highly doubt anyone reads this anymore but oh well. everything is going great right now. i love everything thats happening, well almost everything. i dont know, i guess everything changes at some point, sometimes for better or worst. i dont know how many of you have lost a really good friend, but it hurts a lot. its like a piece of your heart gets ripped out and you can try and do things to help fill that spot, but nothing will ever come close to filling it. ever. its just a permanent hurt that never goes away. if you havent experienced this, you dont want to. keep your friends. remember to tell them how much they mean to you, how much you love them. if you dont do this, well then maybe one day you will be gone and you will be regretting it like i am now.