Feverish Night
Aggression?? I was sitting rite nxt to a man who dump me overnight telling me that he dun love me anymore, minding my own business highlighting my notes. I dun see any aggression over that. And protect me??? From wat?? Dr Lau was juz merely asking y I so quiet 2dae, tt whether did sum1 "step' on my tail and instead of saying "My bf juz dumped me and he still expect me to pretend nothing had happened” and brust into tears (which I SO wanted to cry), I juz said I had always been that quiet in class, which is the true...Everybody in the class hears that...So juz cut tt crap of "protecting me"..YOU r the one I shld be protected from...What the meaning of u still can do the things that we used to do as a couple but "invisible will be placed", walking me home aft sch even tho u dun loved me? Are u trying to say that we can juz be flings, no string attached while u had ur fun n freedom and I had to be bump ard stranded...Mayb it's juz my assumption, but I felt u r leading me on to nothing. So pls dun care for me anymore, dun walk me home anymore, dun care that wat u r doing is protecting me BECAUSE u r tearing my wound every single moment u try to 'protect me' and spread salt onto it.
After reading ur assumption post on the blog, I went dwstair to sit in the cold wind..I couldn’t slp, couldn’t eat, couldn’t think...I sit thru the nite wondering wat happened to u but I duno the answers..Mayb all those nicey things in the past are juz fake, if nt I couldn’t think of any reasons for a person to juz change like tt...I sit thru dawn with a neighborhood cat purring on my knee, she/he is all I had thru the night. End up with a 39oC fever, Im surprised I can still go to work and sit in the office typing these..Despirt of being so sick, I can still dressed up to meet up the boys later in the evening for KTV...
Nelz, u wan to repeat comments, pls dun used the acc to reply comments. Juz sign off in ur own name.
eVa