Oct 16, 2008 23:39
It is not the fame or fortune that I am after. Nor is it the celebrity status I am after either. All I wanted was someone who understood me, my actions, my words and appreciate the things that I do for them. YES, we did have some good times and memories that will always be with me till I die but it is unfortunate these times can only be memories and not living for the future.
As a friend, it is concerning the way things are being handled. Perhaps being unclear of what you want or what you should be doing (which lead to the cuts on your finger_ but it pains me to see you get hurt) You never put a band-aid, and when I saw one, I was quite stunned tonight. Your solemn aggression even got the lecturer bemused and obviously to protect your self interest, I smiled and tried to get him to move on. I was still protecting you...
I'll always protect you... give you scratchy if you need! Just do not be foolish. Think about your actions and the effects of it around the people who cares for you. Shopping, trying out weird clothes... sure, we can still do that! We can still do everything we used to do, but that invisible will have to be in placed. Especially you, should know what kind of guy I am, and how I do things. You know my manners and my ways, ( I really hope you do ) some of the more extreme things, I just cannot do.
I'll continue to post here as this is our blog... A blog whose entries depicts a very good example of why communication is so important...
NeLz