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Jun 22, 2009 16:05

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oneenemyleft June 22 2009, 21:05:26 UTC

Change the future...?

euphoricheir June 22 2009, 21:15:14 UTC

Mmhm. Like doing something differently from what you were told you do in the future.

oneenemyleft June 22 2009, 21:17:11 UTC

I understood what you meant, I just... have never even thought about it before. The only thing I would change is already the past... and I don't know...

euphoricheir June 22 2009, 21:25:59 UTC

Maybe you can have someone who is still in your past change it for you? I imagine it'd be difficult.

However, let's say you were able to. Would you do it?

oneenemyleft June 22 2009, 21:29:08 UTC

I don't know if it's that simple. If I could... someone I cared about died... a month ago. I wish he hadn't. But, is it even my right to change that? What if someone else had died instead? What if he... didn't want to be saved? It's not my right to change everyone's future, is it?

euphoricheir June 22 2009, 21:36:44 UTC

I'm very sorry... I guess that's one of those decisions where you're never too sure if changing it would make things better or worse.

oneenemyleft June 22 2009, 21:41:44 UTC

It's okay. He's here... so it's not so bad. It's great, in fact.

My friends are from months to my future, just like you. [Uh yeah she hacked you, too.] I guess it's definitely... one of those questions that just doesn't have a true answer.

euphoricheir June 22 2009, 21:47:13 UTC

Really? I'm glad. It seems a number of people who have past on in their world find themselves here. I know of only one.

[ ffff hackers ] Is it strange for you? Have they told you anything you've done in the future?

oneenemyleft June 22 2009, 21:52:01 UTC

He's the only one I know, too...

It's not really strange... they're the same people, after all. [...] Senpai sort of implied something bad had happened, too. I don't know what. I haven't asked. I'm a little afraid to.

euphoricheir June 22 2009, 21:56:33 UTC

It is. Nothing has changed except the fact that they're from different times.

... Something bad? I'm not sure if I would want to know, either. On the other hand, it would make things a little more clear on my end.

oneenemyleft June 22 2009, 21:59:16 UTC

The only thing I can think of is that someone else died. We do a lot of fighting... but... I don't want to know who. I don't want it to be confirmed, even if it's true.

That way, I can pretend everything is okay.

euphoricheir June 22 2009, 22:04:21 UTC

Sometimes not thinking about it only makes you wonder even more. To pretend that it simply never happened will make it hurt more when it does in the long run.

oneenemyleft June 22 2009, 22:05:37 UTC

I just... don't know.

[...] What about you? I'm sorry. I keep talking about myself. What... part of the future do you want to know?

euphoricheir June 22 2009, 22:25:35 UTC

I just ... want to know where I stand in it all. What I'm doing and if I've done anything else. Who I'm with and if I'm happy. I want to know if things finally returned to the way there were so that I could be with Lelouch and Nunnally again.

oneenemyleft June 22 2009, 22:27:50 UTC

I understand...

euphoricheir June 22 2009, 22:28:48 UTC

It's probably selfish but.. I just want some assurance.

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