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Suzaku is here. I really didn't really want to see him in this place, but it looks like the Scientists thought otherwise. However, I'd be lying to myself if I said I wasn't happy to see him. I'm glad... ecstatic even! But just like everyone else here, he's too is also from the future in my home world. It looks like I'm the only one who came from a period in time that already happened for the rest. No one seems to want to tell me about who I am in the future, but maybe it's because they don't want me to do anything that could potentially change it when I return. It's almost as if I'm nonexistent in their time, like I've done nothing else notable since. It's not because I renounced my position on the throne, is it? No, that doesn't sound like me at all since I was hoping to continue help rebuild Japan.
At least Suzaku was a little more open to me about it. But when he told me my future, it came off more like an ending to a fairytale without the prince. Getting married and starting a family with someone other than him? I hope it's not because my Sister was opposed to the idea of me betrothed to a Japanese. That doesn't seem very likely but what would I know? I only wonder if I could change that. Maybe it was because of an argument like the one Nunnally and Lelouch apparently had. It would explain his apologetic nature to me right now.
I should stop thinking on this; it doesn't seem to be doing any good. I'll enjoy my time with him here until we can all safely return home, and when I return, I'll see to it that any disputes are settled before they get too rash. Changing my future. I wonder if that's even fair? Maybe not, but...
... I can't see myself living a life without Suzaku.
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I feel a bit selfish. People I missed but never wanted to see here suddenly start showing up. Is it a curse or a blessing? I guess that's something I'll never know.
It seems we're pulled from all different times here. People arrive in periods we have yet to see and for others they are meeting friends who have yet to experience any of the events they had. On one hand, knowing the information that could possibly change the future for the better might be a good thing. On the other, it might only make things worse if we try to change it. They say all things happen for a reason, but I'd like to think I'm within reason to change that.
If you were sent home knowing the things you do now about your future, would you change it?
Also, have the murders stopped? I don’t want to see anyone else die...