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Jun 22, 2009 16:05

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angelic_lawyer June 22 2009, 20:58:50 UTC

Outside influences aren't always easy to change, so even if you want to change your future, it's not always possible.

euphoricheir June 22 2009, 21:04:13 UTC

Is it really that difficult? Even if it was as small as say a disagreement?

angelic_lawyer June 22 2009, 21:08:26 UTC

Not all disagreements are small.

Besides; it's not assured your actions would have the result you desire. You could make circumstances worse for yourself. That's not at all unheard of.

euphoricheir June 22 2009, 21:13:38 UTC

I'm aware of the potential risks. Still, I was hoping it was at least possible despite the dangers. I just don't like what my future holds for me.

angelic_lawyer June 22 2009, 21:15:01 UTC

You take my words to mean that it's not possible?

You have regrets?

euphoricheir June 22 2009, 21:21:46 UTC

No, no...! Well, actually... you do make it seem as though it could never be possible.

Mm, just a few.

angelic_lawyer June 22 2009, 21:23:37 UTC

On the contrary, I think it's possible. I simply don't think it's possible in the manner that most would perhaps envisage.

That's unfortunate.

euphoricheir June 22 2009, 21:34:41 UTC

Mm. I guess I'm being optimistic in thinking it would change things for the better or in my favor.

I'm sure there are reasons, but I can't wrap my head around it at the moment.

angelic_lawyer June 22 2009, 21:40:12 UTC

It's certainly optimistic, but there's no reason to fault anyone for being optimistic.

There are always reasons.

euphoricheir June 22 2009, 21:42:11 UTC

Isn't there something you've always wanted to change in your past?

angelic_lawyer June 22 2009, 21:45:58 UTC

Yes, there is.

euphoricheir June 22 2009, 21:49:41 UTC

So then you can understand how I feel, right?

angelic_lawyer June 22 2009, 21:51:25 UTC

I imagine not. The things I would change are not my events to change even if it were possible to. They aren't my regrets to carry.

euphoricheir June 22 2009, 21:54:54 UTC

I want to be able to think the same as you right now. You sound very resolved on this. To accept matters the way they are and hold no regrets to the fact that it happened.

angelic_lawyer June 22 2009, 21:58:04 UTC

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The past can't be changed - and neither can the future. The present is the only thing that ever changes. I don't believe being distracted with the past or the future to any great extent to be of any value. To do so would mean that, ultimately, nothing would change.

euphoricheir June 22 2009, 22:02:53 UTC

I suppose that's one way of looking at it.

I guess what you're trying to tell me is to simply not worry and do whatever it is I'd normally do back at home, yes?

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