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Insecurity is a bitch, isn't it?
I want to be better. A better vidder. I feel so empty whenever I finish a vid. It suddenly becomes not good enough. And then I think "but how can I make one better"? Dammit. Must make better vids.
Must. Make. Better. Vids. I want my next one to wow you all.
Stupid Smallville. Why won't you give me any good source? Don't make me jump fandom just for the inspiration.
I can't believe I'm posting just to whine about my own self-doubt. Blah... sorry.
I want to be better. A better vidder. I feel so empty whenever I finish a vid. It suddenly becomes not good enough. And then I think "but how can I make one better"? Dammit. Must make better vids.
Must. Make. Better. Vids. I want my next one to wow you all.
Stupid Smallville. Why won't you give me any good source? Don't make me jump fandom just for the inspiration.
I can't believe I'm posting just to whine about my own self-doubt. Blah... sorry.