Apr 12, 2003 02:18
After spending the entire day and night alone the answer came in a dream. Sun burnt and slightly shattered, so I begin. Silver bells and cockle shells, give me an answer. If you understand, lovely, if you do not, grand. Turn off the lights and lie un-bothered as I do. The tourniquet for heartbreak is an active mind. Do not bother me with acceptance, do not judge me as holier than...I am another nothing. Another breath to be lost when the power goes out. Cold, chills, even though it is hot outside. I'm stuck here and it is such an uneventful night. What do you do when one after another cancels out on you? Hmmmmm. When you cannot even locate your parents... Why yes of course. You take advantage of the aloneness and evaporate. Under the stars, inside someone else's eyeball...see it all when you look deep enough. Sign in triplicate. My life in such a manner...
has begun.