Jun 17, 2004 23:12
as it turns out, we won't be able to go to itchetucknee this saturday due to the thunderstorm that is supposedly going to occur. i don't know if it's going to rain like it says on weather.com, but it's cancelled nonetheless. i was looking forward to the trip. oh well.
i have approximately 2 more weeks till my big move. woohoo! well, i'm just pumping myself up right now. when it really gets down to the wire, then i'll be all crazy and stressed out. sometimes, i'm thinkin' what did i get myself into? i mean really, this is crazy. i don't have an apt. there, no job yet, only been there once, dunno where anything is, know a few people there, yet i still want to go through with this. it's just something that i have to do for myself. maybe some people would have backed out by now, but i can't b/c that's not the type of person that i am. call it pride, call it stupidity, or possibly guts.
Jacksonville is my comfort zone, and i think it's about time i get out of that zone. you can't stay in one place or at one job because it's "comfortable" or you'll never know what else is out there. life is about taking chances, risks, and experiencing as much as this world has to offer. change is also a factor in life, there's good and there's bad. i know that it's so hard for some people to change or just deal with change in their life because they're not used to it. it happens, and we all have to deal with it somehow. we can either be really stubborn and not embrace the change or take it for what it is, which is, it's just part of life. "survival of the fittest"
well, i think i've said enough for one night. until next time...