searching for an apt. is... ahhhhhhhh!!
i still have not found an apt yet, but i've found many prospects. this may take longer than i originally thought it would. dang it. i know i should be looking for jobs instead of spending all my time looking for apts, but i think i'm obsessed much. i have a disorder, kinda like OCD, but minus the compulsive part. :) hahahhaa jk. OCD sounds like a drug, but it's not. although, it could be like a mental drug instead of a physical one, if that makes any sense. i don't think it makes any sense though. do i ever make sense?
i think people will be worried about me when i move out and have to be on my own, but that's not really surprising. i mean, i've lived in this sheltered world for a long time now, and i've never had to go through what a lot of people my age have been through already. life is...interesting to say the least.
the unknown is kinda scary and all, but it makes u think, i mean just really think about things. it makes u think about what will happen or what u want to happen, just stuff like that. then again, i think too much. well, that's b/c i have all this free time. :D do i sound like a loser? hahaha. it's ok cuz i'm not ashamed. i don't have to work!! yet. :/
so anyway, i was on the phone with my friend from cali, and i just ask jokingly "do u have any single friends?" of course, i laugh after i ask him this, and he says he does. BUT he also said that he wouldn't want me to go out with any of em cuz they want one thing...do i have to spell it out? didn't think so. he says they're good guys, but u know how guys are. i'm like duh, i know how guys are and what they want, but that doesn't mean i'm gonna let them have whatever they want. well, even though i did ask jokingly, i'd like to find out for myself how they act and such. ;)
i finally get to eat ribs!! tomorrow!! well, technically today. i've been craving ribs so bad that i've gone semi-insane with all this rib talk. i will finally be back to my sane self again after i'm satisfied. :)
well, i'm not going to sleep until probably another 2 hours or so. it's a sin, i know, but i am a sinner. sweet dreams...
i think people will be worried about me when i move out and have to be on my own, but that's not really surprising. i mean, i've lived in this sheltered world for a long time now, and i've never had to go through what a lot of people my age have been through already. life is...interesting to say the least.
the unknown is kinda scary and all, but it makes u think, i mean just really think about things. it makes u think about what will happen or what u want to happen, just stuff like that. then again, i think too much. well, that's b/c i have all this free time. :D do i sound like a loser? hahaha. it's ok cuz i'm not ashamed. i don't have to work!! yet. :/
so anyway, i was on the phone with my friend from cali, and i just ask jokingly "do u have any single friends?" of course, i laugh after i ask him this, and he says he does. BUT he also said that he wouldn't want me to go out with any of em cuz they want one thing...do i have to spell it out? didn't think so. he says they're good guys, but u know how guys are. i'm like duh, i know how guys are and what they want, but that doesn't mean i'm gonna let them have whatever they want. well, even though i did ask jokingly, i'd like to find out for myself how they act and such. ;)
i finally get to eat ribs!! tomorrow!! well, technically today. i've been craving ribs so bad that i've gone semi-insane with all this rib talk. i will finally be back to my sane self again after i'm satisfied. :)
well, i'm not going to sleep until probably another 2 hours or so. it's a sin, i know, but i am a sinner. sweet dreams...