I Want [7]
Title: I Want
Pairing: WooGyu; MyungGyu
Rating: PG-13
Summary: All Kim Sunggyu wants is love. But a certain Nam Woohyun wouldn't give him what he wanted, because he’s not ready for something like, love. Still, Sunggyu hoped and prayed that someday, Woohyun will finally learn to love him. Will Sunggyu finally find the love that he’s searching for? Will Woohyun finally learn to love?
What if a guy enters the picture and show Sunggyu the love that he’s searching for? Will Woohyun realize that he loved Sunggyu from the start and was just in denial? Or will he just let the new guy own Sunggyu?
~*~o~*~
Woohyun was shocked to see his hamster being kissed by no other than the great Kim Myungsoo. In fact, he can’t tell what emotion is building inside of him. All he knows is that he wants to strangle Myungsoo to death and go home with Sunggyu like nothing happened.
When they recognized his presence, they broke the kiss and Sunggyu’s non existent eyes appeared. Both were taken aback when they saw Woohyun with steam coming out of his ears.
“Woohyun?” Sunggyu squeaked, his grip at Myungsoo’s shirt tightening.
“Sunggyu,” Woohyun noticed the little action made by Sunggyu, and he felt a pang of guilt for making him like that.
“What are you doing here?” Myungsoo asked, pulling Sunggyu behind him.
“Oh, I didn’t see you there,” Woohyun said mockingly, “I’m obviously taking back what’s mine.”
Myungsoo froze; he took a small glance at the guy behind him and realized something. He had been with Sunggyu for only a week, and obviously, Sunggyu might have been with Woohyun longer than a month, heck, they might have been together for a year! So there is a possibility that Sunggyu will choose to stay with Woohyun.
‘No, it’s impossible, based on what Sunggyu had told me about living with Woohyun, I can’t imagine Sunggyu choosing that bastard.’
“You don’t own me.” Sunggyu cleared snapping Myungsoo out of his thoughts. Now that Sunggyu saw Woohyun again, he was completely sure that he doesn’t love him anymore.
Woohyun and Myungsoo was surprised, both not expecting the words that came out from Sunggyu’s mouth.
“What?” Woohyun barked, “S-Sunggyu, have you f-forgotten? You told me one that you’re m-mine right?” Woohyun said shakily, he’s not used with the attitude Sunggyu’s showing him, because the guy never defied him (minus the part when Sunggyu escaped XD) even if his life depended on it.
Maybe because Myungsoo was with him that’s why Sunggyu’s not afraid to take a step near Woohyun.
“Yes, I did tell you that. I’m sorry but, you know, I regret it now.” Sunggyu said.
“So, you’re telling me that this man owns you now?” Woohyun asked.
“No! Of course not! How could you say that as if I’m a fucking thing?!” Sunggyu yelled, his eyes getting watery.
Myungsoo and Hoya (A/N: I already forgotten about him OTL) watched in silence as the other two continued their conversation.
“He’s just using you.” Woohyun retorted, completely changing the subject.
Myungsoo was about to say that what Woohyun was saying isn’t true but Sunggyu beat him to it.
“He won’t do that.”
“Are you sure about that? Don’t you find it weird that he didn’t even bother to ask who I am when I came?” Woohyun smirked when he saw Sunggyu became uneasy.
“It’s because he already told me about you.” Myungsoo answered for Sunggyu.
It seems what Myungsoo said was wrong, because Woohyun’s smirk on his visage grew larger.
“And you didn’t told him anything you knew about me?” Woohyun asked.
Myungsoo stayed still, not knowing what to say. What should he say? That he forgot to tell Sunggyu? That he doesn’t even know that much about Woohyun? That he doesn’t want Sunggyu to know Woohyun’s failures? None of the choices sounds reasonable enough even though they are true so Myungsoo was speechless.
“Can someone fill me in with the details?” Sunggyu whispered, not liking the fact that he’s not following.
“May I?” Hoya volunteered, wanting his presence to be felt. He tiptoed on the broken door lying on the floor and faced Sunggyu.
The small eyed guy just stared at him, and he continued.
“Well, Myungsoo here is Woohyun’s biggest rival in high school. Woohyun was loved and adored by everyone until Myungsoo came into the scene. You know, Woohyun did, like, everything to wasp Myungsoo away from the school but he just failed miserably. I can clearly remember that time when he stood at the entrance of the school in the middle of the rain when he graduated, crying and screaming at nobody - dramatic right - because even at the end, people liked Myungsoo more than him.”
Woohyun just glared at Hoya who made him sound like a total loser. The other just shrugged, not caring if he won’t be alive the next day.
“See? This guy just wanted to steal you from me like what he did during high school days!” Woohyun yelled.
Myungsoo saw Sunggyu look at him, and just by seeing the older’s eyes, he knows that Sunggyu wants to ask him so much about everything. Even though it looks empty, he can still see the confusion, the sadness, and the pain in Sunggyu’s eyes. He was about to say that what Woohyun was saying isn’t true but Sunggyu beat him to it again.
~*~o~*~
“He can’t do that.”
Sunggyu don’t know why he’s taking Myungsoo’s side - a man that he barely know - instead of Woohyun’s, but he can tell just by looking at his eyes that he can trust him.
Woohyun pulled Sunggyu in for a hug, and sobbed like a kid who wants attention, receiving surprised looks from Hoya and Myungsoo.
It’s what keeping Sunggyu for loving Woohyun from the start, because the younger may act tough and strong on the outside, but inside him lies an innocent guy who wants to be showered by affection, attention and love. He doesn’t know why, but Woohyun just hid that innocent self of him, and never let anyone see it.
After she left him, Sunggyu was the only one who managed to make Woohyun feel loved again, and he won’t let the same thing in the past to happen again right now.
“Sunggyu, why do you keep on taking that guy’s side?” there’s a hint of pain and betrayal in Woohyun’s words, but it was left unseen by the people around him.
“You can’t be possibly choosing him right?” Woohyun continued along with his tears, but Sunggyu just stood still.
“Hyung,” Sunggyu’s eyebrow twitched, not expecting the younger to call him with such politeness. “You won’t leave me, I know you can’t.”
“Woohyun, please, stop this already.” Hoya tried pulling the whining Woohyun away from Sunggyu; he can’t bear to watch this scene anymore. Myungsoo just watched, thinking that the two really need this chance to talk.
“No! I don’t want to! Sunggyu, I love you! I really do!” Woohyun struggled within Hoya’s hold.
Sunggyu looked straight at Woohyun’s eyes, and he saw that the guy is sincere.
“Isn’t it a bit late for that?” Sunggyu spat coldly, surprising everyone.
Woohyun saw nothing but emptiness in Sunggyu’s eyes, and he suddenly hated himself for not realizing the mistakes he did to him soon enough.
Hoya’s hand limped at his side, leaving Woohyun sitting on the floor. Myungsoo just stared at Sunggyu, not understanding his action.
The atmosphere was killing everyone in the house except for Sunggyu, so he decided to speak up.
“Did you ever thought about how I felt everytime you say that you love me when you really don’t? I feel like shit. Remember those nights - and days - that you fucked me even though I refuse to? I feel like a piece of recyclable trash. Those times that you hit me because I-” Sunggyu hiccupped “because I’m not like her?” Sunggyu saw Woohyun shake, “That’s the worst feeling ever, doing everything I can to make you happy but what? I’m still compared to that woman who doesn’t even exist anymore.” Sunggyu said calmly while sobbing.
(A/N: okay, so about that, Sunggyu don’t know that Woohyun hits him because of the butterfly things inside him right? so he just assumed that it’s because of her)
“Sunggyu, I-I’m so s-sorry. I n-never thought that I caused you too much pain-”
“Yes, because you’re too busy curing your own pain. How about mine?! Didn’t you ever think that maybe, just maybe, I can cure you?” Sunggyu cut off Woohyun’s words.
Fixing someone’s broken heart
is much more like treating a sickness
No matter how hard you try,
if you’re not the right medicine,
you can never cure the pain.
“Woohyun, it’s over.” Myungsoo whispered soothingly.
~*~o~*~
Next.
Pairing: WooGyu; MyungGyu
Rating: PG-13
Summary: All Kim Sunggyu wants is love. But a certain Nam Woohyun wouldn't give him what he wanted, because he’s not ready for something like, love. Still, Sunggyu hoped and prayed that someday, Woohyun will finally learn to love him. Will Sunggyu finally find the love that he’s searching for? Will Woohyun finally learn to love?
What if a guy enters the picture and show Sunggyu the love that he’s searching for? Will Woohyun realize that he loved Sunggyu from the start and was just in denial? Or will he just let the new guy own Sunggyu?
~*~o~*~
Woohyun was shocked to see his hamster being kissed by no other than the great Kim Myungsoo. In fact, he can’t tell what emotion is building inside of him. All he knows is that he wants to strangle Myungsoo to death and go home with Sunggyu like nothing happened.
When they recognized his presence, they broke the kiss and Sunggyu’s non existent eyes appeared. Both were taken aback when they saw Woohyun with steam coming out of his ears.
“Woohyun?” Sunggyu squeaked, his grip at Myungsoo’s shirt tightening.
“Sunggyu,” Woohyun noticed the little action made by Sunggyu, and he felt a pang of guilt for making him like that.
“What are you doing here?” Myungsoo asked, pulling Sunggyu behind him.
“Oh, I didn’t see you there,” Woohyun said mockingly, “I’m obviously taking back what’s mine.”
Myungsoo froze; he took a small glance at the guy behind him and realized something. He had been with Sunggyu for only a week, and obviously, Sunggyu might have been with Woohyun longer than a month, heck, they might have been together for a year! So there is a possibility that Sunggyu will choose to stay with Woohyun.
‘No, it’s impossible, based on what Sunggyu had told me about living with Woohyun, I can’t imagine Sunggyu choosing that bastard.’
“You don’t own me.” Sunggyu cleared snapping Myungsoo out of his thoughts. Now that Sunggyu saw Woohyun again, he was completely sure that he doesn’t love him anymore.
Woohyun and Myungsoo was surprised, both not expecting the words that came out from Sunggyu’s mouth.
“What?” Woohyun barked, “S-Sunggyu, have you f-forgotten? You told me one that you’re m-mine right?” Woohyun said shakily, he’s not used with the attitude Sunggyu’s showing him, because the guy never defied him (minus the part when Sunggyu escaped XD) even if his life depended on it.
Maybe because Myungsoo was with him that’s why Sunggyu’s not afraid to take a step near Woohyun.
“Yes, I did tell you that. I’m sorry but, you know, I regret it now.” Sunggyu said.
“So, you’re telling me that this man owns you now?” Woohyun asked.
“No! Of course not! How could you say that as if I’m a fucking thing?!” Sunggyu yelled, his eyes getting watery.
Myungsoo and Hoya (A/N: I already forgotten about him OTL) watched in silence as the other two continued their conversation.
“He’s just using you.” Woohyun retorted, completely changing the subject.
Myungsoo was about to say that what Woohyun was saying isn’t true but Sunggyu beat him to it.
“He won’t do that.”
“Are you sure about that? Don’t you find it weird that he didn’t even bother to ask who I am when I came?” Woohyun smirked when he saw Sunggyu became uneasy.
“It’s because he already told me about you.” Myungsoo answered for Sunggyu.
It seems what Myungsoo said was wrong, because Woohyun’s smirk on his visage grew larger.
“And you didn’t told him anything you knew about me?” Woohyun asked.
Myungsoo stayed still, not knowing what to say. What should he say? That he forgot to tell Sunggyu? That he doesn’t even know that much about Woohyun? That he doesn’t want Sunggyu to know Woohyun’s failures? None of the choices sounds reasonable enough even though they are true so Myungsoo was speechless.
“Can someone fill me in with the details?” Sunggyu whispered, not liking the fact that he’s not following.
“May I?” Hoya volunteered, wanting his presence to be felt. He tiptoed on the broken door lying on the floor and faced Sunggyu.
The small eyed guy just stared at him, and he continued.
“Well, Myungsoo here is Woohyun’s biggest rival in high school. Woohyun was loved and adored by everyone until Myungsoo came into the scene. You know, Woohyun did, like, everything to wasp Myungsoo away from the school but he just failed miserably. I can clearly remember that time when he stood at the entrance of the school in the middle of the rain when he graduated, crying and screaming at nobody - dramatic right - because even at the end, people liked Myungsoo more than him.”
Woohyun just glared at Hoya who made him sound like a total loser. The other just shrugged, not caring if he won’t be alive the next day.
“See? This guy just wanted to steal you from me like what he did during high school days!” Woohyun yelled.
Myungsoo saw Sunggyu look at him, and just by seeing the older’s eyes, he knows that Sunggyu wants to ask him so much about everything. Even though it looks empty, he can still see the confusion, the sadness, and the pain in Sunggyu’s eyes. He was about to say that what Woohyun was saying isn’t true but Sunggyu beat him to it again.
~*~o~*~
“He can’t do that.”
Sunggyu don’t know why he’s taking Myungsoo’s side - a man that he barely know - instead of Woohyun’s, but he can tell just by looking at his eyes that he can trust him.
Woohyun pulled Sunggyu in for a hug, and sobbed like a kid who wants attention, receiving surprised looks from Hoya and Myungsoo.
It’s what keeping Sunggyu for loving Woohyun from the start, because the younger may act tough and strong on the outside, but inside him lies an innocent guy who wants to be showered by affection, attention and love. He doesn’t know why, but Woohyun just hid that innocent self of him, and never let anyone see it.
After she left him, Sunggyu was the only one who managed to make Woohyun feel loved again, and he won’t let the same thing in the past to happen again right now.
“Sunggyu, why do you keep on taking that guy’s side?” there’s a hint of pain and betrayal in Woohyun’s words, but it was left unseen by the people around him.
“You can’t be possibly choosing him right?” Woohyun continued along with his tears, but Sunggyu just stood still.
“Hyung,” Sunggyu’s eyebrow twitched, not expecting the younger to call him with such politeness. “You won’t leave me, I know you can’t.”
“Woohyun, please, stop this already.” Hoya tried pulling the whining Woohyun away from Sunggyu; he can’t bear to watch this scene anymore. Myungsoo just watched, thinking that the two really need this chance to talk.
“No! I don’t want to! Sunggyu, I love you! I really do!” Woohyun struggled within Hoya’s hold.
Sunggyu looked straight at Woohyun’s eyes, and he saw that the guy is sincere.
“Isn’t it a bit late for that?” Sunggyu spat coldly, surprising everyone.
Woohyun saw nothing but emptiness in Sunggyu’s eyes, and he suddenly hated himself for not realizing the mistakes he did to him soon enough.
Hoya’s hand limped at his side, leaving Woohyun sitting on the floor. Myungsoo just stared at Sunggyu, not understanding his action.
The atmosphere was killing everyone in the house except for Sunggyu, so he decided to speak up.
“Did you ever thought about how I felt everytime you say that you love me when you really don’t? I feel like shit. Remember those nights - and days - that you fucked me even though I refuse to? I feel like a piece of recyclable trash. Those times that you hit me because I-” Sunggyu hiccupped “because I’m not like her?” Sunggyu saw Woohyun shake, “That’s the worst feeling ever, doing everything I can to make you happy but what? I’m still compared to that woman who doesn’t even exist anymore.” Sunggyu said calmly while sobbing.
(A/N: okay, so about that, Sunggyu don’t know that Woohyun hits him because of the butterfly things inside him right? so he just assumed that it’s because of her)
“Sunggyu, I-I’m so s-sorry. I n-never thought that I caused you too much pain-”
“Yes, because you’re too busy curing your own pain. How about mine?! Didn’t you ever think that maybe, just maybe, I can cure you?” Sunggyu cut off Woohyun’s words.
Fixing someone’s broken heart
is much more like treating a sickness
No matter how hard you try,
if you’re not the right medicine,
you can never cure the pain.
“Woohyun, it’s over.” Myungsoo whispered soothingly.
~*~o~*~
Next.