The Plague Sequel 35 (Bonding Day 4)
Title: The Plague Sequel 35 (Bonding Day 4)
Pairing: TaecWoo,OC
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Captured by strangers and taken to a mansion, Jang Wooyoung begins his new life with a man named Ok Taecyeon.
--xx--
"Taec."
Pant.
"Taec."
Pant.
"Taec."
Day 4 and once again I'm repeating Taecyeons name as he thrusts into me.
The first thing we started doing early in the morning when we woke up. It was the third round since morning and my body really felt tired out for the day.
Actually, I was tired out when I woke up.
My lower back screamed at me to stop and my hips and butt hurt. As well as the places that are constantly being bitten and sucked on.
I clenched a hold of Taecyeons arm as I tried to get him to hear me call out his name - hear me tell him to slow down a bit.
Since the second round I've been thrown around and almost violently thrust into.
Taecyeon turned only a few minutes before we even started and he seemed mad with the way everything was more roughly done than ever.
We still didn't talk in the morning but there was a silent agreement that we had to continue.
My hands tightened around strong biceps as I tried to calm Taecyeon down.
He definitely was mad or irritated. Most likely from the fight the other day and the fact that we still weren't talking.
I closed my eyes as loud growls filled my ears and bites and tugs burned the skin on my neck. I almost felt like crying, not only because I hurt everywhere but because we still were not talking to each other.
We were still fighting, he was mad, he wouldn't slow down and it all hurt. Everything just ached badly.
'When will everything go numb?' I pleaded in my head. At least if my body went numb I wouldn't have to walk around limping and feeling vulnerable and starting stupid fights with the person I didn't want to fight with at all.
'I can't...I can't take it...slow down..' I thought as Taecyeon continued thrusting.
My eyes opened, closed and repeated as I continued repeating Taecyeons name.
'Don't cry...don't make things worse...don't cry.' I pleaded to myself.
"...aec...close...m...clo-ahh" my words were interrupted as a final thrust made me release and I tensed as Taecyeon released inside of me.
'Hot...so hot..' I thought.
Taecyeons heavy body fell on me and I had to shift a couple of times to not end up being squished.
My loud pants filled the room as I stared at the ceiling.
A few minutes later and Taecyeon pulled out.
I winced and stopped my hand from where it was exactly going to go.
Taecyeon lifted himself from me and sat at the edge of the bed.
From side view I caught him staring at me but I refused to look at him.
Was he trying to kill me? My body felt more tired out than the other day. It's like a heavy weight still sat on top of me.
A long awkward silence passed between us and it seemed to be the first. Our silences are always comfortable.
"Do you want me to go start the bath for you?"
The sound of his voice made me feel bad.
'How should I reply?' I thought.
A short silence passed.
"I'm sorry. I hurt you." Taecyeon said.
I quickly turned my head and glared at him.
Taecyeon frowned and it made something in my chest ache before I felt something wet slide down my cheek.
"Woo!" Taecyeon screaming lifting himself up as he scooted next to me staring down at my face.
"Don't cry. I'm sorry baby don't cry. I love you Wooyoung. Don't cry please." Taecyeon pleaded with me and it just made me cry more.
'I promised myself I would not cry. Where's your pride Wooyoung?' I thought still unable to use much of my sore vocals.
A cold hand touched my cheek and wiped the tears away.
"Please don't cry." Taecyeon repeated himself sounding worried.
'You've never acted like this before.' I thought pulling my head away and staring at the ceiling.
A short silence passed.
"I find myself apologizing again for hurting you...and again it's in this room." Taecyeon paused and raised his head before looking back down at me. "Wooyoung..."
I turned my head and looked at Taecyeon.
'What are you remembering? Don't bring up things that happened in the past.' I quickly thought looking at Taecyeon panicked.
"Woo.."
'Remember I'm not supposed to think of the past.' I thought hoping he understood as I stared at him hard.
".....I promised not to hurt you aga-"
"Stop!...just stop." I yelled, my voice screaming to stop as I turned my head back to the ceiling, away from Taecyeons eyes.
If he remembered or even mentioned it then I would remember and things would definitely become difficult
This time a long silence passed between us.
'The...bath.' I thought.
Taecyeon sat for a long time before lifting himself up and wrapping a bath robe around himself.
I watched him leave and sighed as I wiped the rest of the water from my cheeks.
'Stupid.' I thought groaning as I lifted myself up.
Everything still ached and I hoped things would numb out soon. I need something to make me forget everything for a few minutes.
'The sheets need to be changed.' I thought suddenly thought.
I took care of the old sheets and located new sheets. I finished and started laying down the comforter when Taecyeons voice interrupted me.
"What are you doing. I will do that, you need to rest."
His voice didn't stir me from my task though as I finished with the big comforter.
"Wooyoung."
"I'm done.....I finished." I said achingly groaning as I bended down to pick up the dirty sheets.
"Give them to me." Taecyeon stopped me by standing in front of me, blocking my way.
"I'm fine." I said trying to walk around him.
"Woo.." Taecyeon once again stood in front of me.
"I'm really fi-"
"Wooyoung!"
I jumped as Taecyeons loud scream filled the room.
"Give them to me." Taecyeon said.
I stared at him hard wanting to just give up because standing really was difficult when your whole body screamed at you to lay.
"I said....I'm fine." I whispered out trying to walk around Taecyeon.
I didn't expect what would happen.
I clenched my eyes tight as the sheets were pulled from my hand and Taecyeon tried to pick me up.
Of course my struggling ended with me kicking him and then I screamed as I was dragged to the bed and pinned down roughly.
"Ughhh....no.." I puffed out.
Taecyeons eyes were in between a red and his normal brown color.
"You are not listening to me at all." Taecyeon growled.
"I...said...I'm fine." I tried to push him off me with a when suddenly both my hands were quickly pinned down.
'What are you doing?!' I screamed in my head.
"I....I try to do everything to make you happy but your constantly hurting yourself. You know how it makes me feel? I feel worse then when I do something to hurt you!" cold hands tightened on my wrists and I winced.
"From now on you need to listen to me. I won't let you continue putting yourself through painful things. Nothing is your fault! You should forgive yourself and stop harming your body!" Taecyeon screamed and I tightened my eyes.
"I'm hurting you I'm sorry." he said quickly letting go of my wrist before he quickly got up.
I laid there quiet as I felt the bed move.
The sound of water being turned on filled my ears and I silently sighed and felt like crying again.
"...the first he....seriously mad...I'm...scared." I whispered to myself.
Usually Taecyeon never showed his anger towards me even when I knew I made him seriously angry.
Him showing his anger at the moment made me realize that I'm not like him at all. He can seriously go crazy if he turns and I wouldn't be able to do anything.
The thought also made me mad at myself for distrusting Taec. He wouldn't ever hurt me unless he really turned and wasn't aware of himself - but still he kept his control a bit.
'Would he hurt me? He can't control himself when he's turned but-'
"Is that what you think of me?"
I quickly turned to look at Taecyeon as he interrupted my thoughts.
"T...Taec..." I said.
Taecyeon looked at me hard.
"Don't worry. You don't have to be afraid because I won't hurt you." he finally sighed as he walked towards me.
"T..tae-"
"You should really stop talking or you will loose your voice." Taecyeon said picking me up. I winced as he rubbed against some bruises.
I caught him frowning and I didn't like it at all.
"But I-"
"Wooyoung." Taecyeon sternly said making me shut up.
'That's not what I think of you at all I just-'
"You know...this is why I didn't want you to ever see the other side of me. I really go crazy and hurt people. Even sometimes the ones I love...but you didn't tell me. If I knew I would have refused this and now that I know I can't refuse you." Taecyeon said.
"But-"
"I'm sorry to say this but please shut up Wooyoung."
I flinched at the words and shut my mouth.
A bit of the soreness went away as I was lowered into the "healing" water.
I watched as Taecyeon got everything and washed me up. He picked me up again and headed into the showers with me.
He even helped me put my cloths on and all that made me feel like crying. I wanted to apologize so bad. I started the whole stupid fight and now I wanted to take it back badly but he wouldn't let me talk or think.
Almost an hour later and I was laid down on the bed with a big comforter surrounded around me.
Taecyeon sat at the edge of the bed.
"Taec.." I whispered.
He ignored me.
'I'm sorry...I'm really sorry. I am acting like a child. You are right. I'm sorry."
He still ignored me.
'I just feel so defeated....I feel vulnerable and defeated and I don't want to be. Since I've come here...all the things I've learned about myself about others...all the things I've let happen to me...'
"I...I'm just...so tired out." I said stopping my own thoughts by using words.
'..But I don't want to admit that I am actually weak against you...' I truthfully thought.
"I...I'm sorry Taec.." I said trying to get up.
"Lay down!"
The scream made me stiffen as I complied and laid back down.
"Are you hungry?"
I was but I replied no.
"I'll make you some food and then you lay down and go to sleep."
"Taec.." I whispered.
"And stop using your voice."
That quieted me down and I fell on the bed. This the tears were really coming out.
"Don't cry." Taecyeon said after he came back with a tray of food.
'I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Taec. Please don't be mad at me anymore.' I thought.
Taecyeon sighed and bended down as he gave me a peck on the forehead.
"I know. I know you are. Just go to sleep and get a lot of rest."
'B...but I still want to continue...we have to finish...please Taec I'm sorry..' I kept apologizing and pleading with him in my head.
"Shhh" Taecyeon whispered in my ear and kissed my cheek and forehead once again.
"We will...just eat and go to sleep."
I nodded quickly and hurried with my food before laying down. Something that is usually not good for your body but I really was hungry and tired at the same time.
Seconds later of staring at Taecyeon I closed my eyes still hiccuping and crying.
Only the feeling of Taecyeons sudden cold hands on my cheek made me truly fall asleep.
'I'm sorry.' being the last thought that ran through my mind.
--xx--
I woke up in a very comfortable position.
At the moment I still felt the ache but my body didn't seem tired out as much.
A cold presence lay closely behind me and I could tell it was Taecyeon. His arm hung over my waist only slightly tightening.
I snuggled closer back into him and frowned as I realized he wasn't in the covers with me.
The thoughts of what happened the last day and a half ran through my mind.
'I'm really stupid.' I thought sadly laughing at myself.
I continued laying there for a long time before I slowly took the covers off me and lifted myself up to a sitting position making sure I didn't wake Taecyeon up.
I sat for a long time before turning so I faced him.
"...sorry.." I said lifting a strand of his short hair.
'I'll grow up now. If I want to be treated like an adult then I'll act like one. I'll get stronger for you. I'll prove that I can be by your side.' I thought sighing as I bended down and kissed the top of Taecyeons head.
Groaning I got up and limped my way towards the bathroom. One bath for me and things would feel a bit better. The limping would surely go some.
I finished the bath quickly and stepped into the showers.
As I made my way out of the bathroom once again, for the third time since I came to the house, I checked my image in the mirror.
'I'm getting paler. I look like a mad person.' I thought silently chuckling.
My hair stuck in every which way. Hickeys and small bruised surrounded most of the exposed skin on my neck and I truly terrible dark circles sat beneath my eyes.
"Urggg.." I groaned splashing some water on my face.
I lifted my head to look at myself again when I noticed the bite marks on my neck faded. Which usually meant that Taecyeon hasn't fed in a while.
It always makes me worry. He rarely eats and the only other source of food is blood.
'He needs to feed...but he's mad at me. How will I convince him?' I asked myself sighing as I finished drying myself and located a robe.
'It will be hard but I need to.'
"Need to what?"
"T..Taec.." I quickly lifted my head up to see Taecyeon sitting at the edge of the bed facing the bathroom. He gave me a stern look and I quickly quieted.
'I'm sorry...your awake.' I thought.
"Yeah. It must be night time." he said getting up. "What do you need to do exactly?"
I looked at him confused for a second before I realized what he mean. My earlier thoughts about him feeding and convincing him to do it.
'Oh...umm...n...nothing..' I thought wondering how even in my thoughts I could stutter my words.
"You not going to tell me?" Taecyeon asked looking down at me.
"'No...it's just...I will I just-"
"Then tell me." Taecyeon interrupted me and I sighed as I lowered my head.
'Feed. You haven't fed in a while.' I thought.
A long silence passed as I kept my head lowered. The thought of Taecyeon being mad ran through my mind and I hoped he couldn't channel the thoughts.
"I'll go get cleaned up for you."
The sound of Taecyeons voice ran through my mind and I quickly lifted my head only to see him disappear into the bathroom.
I sighed and made my way to the bed.
'How can I make him stop being mad at me?' I thought to myself as I looked around.
It was the first I realized that the room we occupied is the library. The library had books. Some books help with problems right?
A light bulb popped into my head as I stood up, tightening my robe around me.
Most of the books were higher than I could reach so I ended up groaning as I bent down to check out the lower books.
I didn't even realize that the sound of the water had stopped as Taecyeons voice suddenly ran through my ears.
"Are okay in that position?"
I looked at my almost sitting, almost standing position. It wasn't comfortable at all once unrealized I was doing it.
I shook my head no and softly chuckled.
"I didn't think so." Taecyeon said taking hold of my hand as he led me back to the bed with my books.
"Should we wait for a little while. You seem interested in the books." Taecyeon said.
I hesitated but nodded. We could always continue later but things felt odd. Wasn't I suppose to be changing in some way.
"What's wrong?" Taecyeon asked as I scrunched up my face in confusion.
'Well...I was just thinking...I feel no different at all. Isn't something supposed to happen?' I thought looking up into dark brown eyes.
"It will happen. They informed me to just wait. Something will happen and then we will both know. They didn't tell me what thought.' Taecyeon said sitting besides me on the bed.
'Oh.' I thought.
A unknown silence proceeded and I suddenly felt sad. I wondered if the silenced would continue for the rest of the remaining days.
"Has the limping gone away some?"
I turned and nodded.
"Are you lying?" Taecyeon asked.
"Why would I-"
"No talking." Taecyeon interrupted me and I pouted in frustration.
'Fine. Only a bit. It hasn't completely gone though.' I thought.
"Let me see you walk."
'What? I said it's fine. Don't you trust me?' I thought.
"I do." Taecyeon said and it almost turned into another silence before I sighed and stood up.
'Here.' I said walking to the bathroom door and back.
I stood in front of Taecyeon and folded my arms.
'Are you happy?' I thought.
Taecyeon stared up at me hard for a long time.
'W..why are you staring at me? Don't do that.' I though as I began turning away.
A sudden cold hand caught mine and I silently gasped.
'Did he get colder?' I thought.
"I'm sorry. Are you cold?" Taecyeon asked pulling me closer in front of me. His arms wrapped around my waist and he dug his head between his arm and my right hip.
I looked down a bit shocked as I slowly smiled. 'No. It's fine.' I thought.
A silence more comfortable than the last few silences passed as I wrapped arms around Taecyeon without bending my body.
"I'm not mad at you at all. I'm afraid your tired of me." Taecyeon said.
I lowered my eyebrows and shook my head. 'I'm not. I thought you were made at me.' I thought.
A short silence passed and the hug tightened only a little.
"I'm just worried." Taecyeon mumbled.
"Yeah....I...know." I said. "I'm sure I'll be fine though.' I thought.
"If you want to talk then I won't force you not to. I just worry about you all the time. Your condition isn't improving at all and I'm at a loss because I haven't been human since a long time. I'm considering a doctor after this-"
"No.." I groaned out. 'No. No doctors Taec. What I really need is just to rest alright. That's why I want us to finish so I can rest and go back to normal. So I can stop starting stupid fights that make you mad at me even thought I don't want you to be.' I thought.
"I'm not mad." Taecyeon said. "Just at a loss."
'Yeah?' I thought.
"Yeah." Taecyeon said.
Don't be. I'll get better.' I thought. 'We'll both be out of this room and playing with Jaesun again. We can go on dates more.' I thought.
Taecyeon chuckled and I smiled.
"I have the perfect place. As soon as you get better." Taecyeon said.
'Alright.' I responded in thought.
"Hey Woo?"
"Hm?" I said smiling.
A short silence passed and Taecyeon let go of the hug only to take hold of both my hands and look up at me.
"You know.." he said pausing.
'Yeah?' I thought.
He let go of one of my hands and I realize he held the one with ring he gave me on.
"You still wear the ring."
'Of course I do!' I screamed in my head.
"I want to marry you Wooyoung."
"....y...yeah.." I whispered in my terrible sore voice.
"Do you not want to get married?"
'No! No....I do...I really do...' I thought.
"But...?"
'You will be mad if I mention this again.' I thought.
"Let's talk about it Woo. Let's talk about our relationship and our future." Taecyeon said.
I hesitantly nodded hoping he wouldn't be mad at me for anything I would say.
Taecyeon helped me onto the bed and I laid down and watched as he laid down besides me.
"You really don't want to get married do you?"
I waited out a long silence.
'Can I talk?' I asked in my head.
"Yeah." Taecyeon replied.
I turned my head to the ceiling and sighed as my eyes searched all the books.
"It's...not that I don't want to.." I paused. "...but Taec...really if you were to not have met me...you would have married a woman right?" I asked.
"Is this what's it's about. I thought it didn't matter to you. You just wanted to wait until you grew older." Taecyeon said.
"It doesn't...I just...I don't know...I'm a afraid Taec. I'm afraid you won't want to be with me anymore...You will want a child...and me being younger...things will become painful." I whispered out.
"I love you Wooyoung. I want you to be by my side. I'm worried that you will want to leave me. I want to be with you that's why I want to marry you."
I closed my eyes for a second and took a deep breath. "Love...can change. I'm just terribly afraid that one day you will realize that you want a woman and that will be the end of me..." I truthfully whispered out
"I really hate what your saying Wooyoung." Taecyeon said.
"I'm sorry.." I apologized.
"You won't marry me?"
"I want to be with you Taec....I want to be with you but.." I paused and looked into his eyes. "..Do you really want to marry me?" whispered.
'A boy. Who's not even mature enough. Who starts childish fights and cries all the time. Who can't forget old memories to make new...Do you really want to marry me?' I thought.
"You think I don't know all this. Your childish Woo but I want to be with you. You start fights and cry all the time but I still want to be with you..." Taecyeon paused and his eyes hardened in truth. "... I want us to be a family. I will never let you go. Know this Ok Wooyoung. From now on you are mine." Taecyeon said taking hold of my hand.
I sadly smiled not knowing what to say but hoping he understood.
"From now on I am yours.." I whispered.
"Will you be with me?"
"...Yes. I'll be with you." I said smiling as a pair of cold lips caught mine in a passionate kiss.
"Would you like to eat first?" Taecyeon whispered in my ear.
I shivered and shook my head no. It was too passionate for the mood to be ruined that's something I know well.
"Do...you?" I asked hoarsely.
"Yeah. I'll do it later."
I nodded and gasped as Taecyeon nibbled on the side of my neck again.
"I'll try not to bite. It looks painful here." Taecyeon said.
"Yeah. Thanks." I replied just extremely happy that we weren't fighting anymore.
"Nng...wait.." I groaned as Taecyeons full body weight fell on me.
"What? What is it?" Taecyeon asked completely stopping.
'Nothing let me just...let me switch position.' I thought moving a bit so his full body weight didn't lay on me.
"I'm...fine now...sorry." I smiled.
Taecyeon hesitantly nodded as he bent down and the passionate kiss returned.
I shivered as cold hands slid under my robe down my thighs.
"Hnnyah..." I groaned suddenly covering my mouth.
"Wha.." I said wide-eyed. That sort of noise had never come out before. It was more like a high pitched moan. A very high pitched moan.
Taecyeon chuckled and pulled my hand away.
He caught my lips again and I groaned into the kiss. A tongue stuck itself into my mouth and my eyes quickly opened. We had of course kissed with tongue before but it hadn't recently happened at all.
I couldn't suppress my moans and I started getting embarrassed. Hearing myself make those type of noises felt odd.
A cold hand touched my waist and I trailed Taecyeons hands with my mind as he found the knot to my robe and untangled it.
Cold hands started roaming my thighs once again and I gasped and groaned into the kiss as my erection was suddenly captured in cold hands and Taecyeon started stroking me.
"Urg.." I groaned and pulled away from the kiss. "T..Taec." I whispered.
Taecyeon lowly chuckled into my ear and nibbled the soft skin below.
It only made me more...excited. I felt like right then I would release.
I grunted when the strokes fastened and before I knew it I yelled as best as I could.
I yelled out Taecyeons name and quickly released.
"Feel good?" Taecyeon asked me.
I nodded unable to answer him.
Dancing white stars blurred my eyes.
"Are you ready?" Taecyeon asked.
"W...what?" I half whispered.
I groaned as Taecyeon gently pulled turned me around and I ended up on my stomach.
"I hope you don't mind this." Taecyeon asked.
'No...I don't.' I lied.
The position Taecyeon put me in is not only the most embarrassing but the most painful for me. And it's probably only me.
I lied because I didn't want him to stop.
I didn't want the small fighting and ignoring to start again.
Cold hands touched my waist once again and pulled my butt up. My upper body fell lightly on the bed and I blushed.
The embarrassing thing is he sees everything and I basically show him everything.
I felt like I was seducing him again.
Taecyeon leaned up against me and I tried to calm my panting. My fist clenched the sheets and my body shivered as his deep voice rolled through my ear.
"Should I start?"
I nodded. 'Yes.' I thought.
I closed my eyes in pure discomfort as Taecyeon slid a finger inside me. I just really wasn't up for doing anything but I wanted to finish bonding with him fast and we have to do what he have to do.
"You tensed. Should I stop?" Taecyeon.
"No...quick.." I persuaded Taecyeon to hurry ad another finger joined the first in stretching me.
I covered my face in the sheets and tried not to grunt in discomfort.
A last finger later and Taecyeon finally slid them out.
I sighed but felt myself starting to pant loudly once again as I turned to stare at the books at the far wall on our right.
"Should I?" Taecyeon asked positioning himself between my thighs.
"Y...you should.." I whispered trying to nod.
I felt the presence of Taecyeons body as he moved up a bit more between my thighs.
I waited patiently and tried to calm my pounding heart.
It isn't fear but how it was earlier done. I didn't want it to happen again. It was more rough than ever. I could still almost feel it.
My heart pounded loudly for that to not happen again. I wouldn't be able to take it if what happened earlier happened again.
"Are you okay?" Taecyeon asked.
"Yeah...I'm...yeah.." I replied.
"Woo?"
'It's ok.' I thought.
"Your hands are shaking."
'Yeah. I will be okay.' I thought.
I could feel Taecyeon hesitate. He stroked my hair and I relaxed only a little bit closing my eyes and hoping I didn't do anything to stop him.
Taecyeon pressed the head of his erection inside me and I shifted a little but calmed down after a bit of time.
He stopped when I shifted and continued when I relaxed back up.
My eyes tightened once again and I waited. Taecyeon passed the entrance and began to slowly sink when I gasped.
'No.' I thought.
The feeling. It was still so clearly there.
'I can't...I have to calm down.' I thought trying to make it private so Taecyeon wouldn't know.
It somehow worked once again. There was only two other times I could keep my thoughts away from his mind.
Taecyeon stilled with just the head of his erection inside me and I shivered.
"I'm sorry...sorry.." I thought.
"Woo? Woo, what's wrong?" Taecyeon asked as he began to pull out.
"No!....don't...don't move...give me...minute.." I puffed out not realizing that suddenly my breath had gone away making my words come out in pants.
"Wooyoung?" Taecyeon said.
A cold pair of hands ruffled my hair.
"It's fine...just...minute.." I panted out.
A long silence passed in which Taecyeon rubbed my sore back and it made me more relaxed. His cold hands on my sore lower back.
"Tell me what's wrong?" Taecyeon asked.
'Dammit he must be hurting.' I thought.
"I'm not. I'm fine. Your the one hurting. Will you tell me?" Taecyeon asked.
'Just trust me Taec. I...don't want to tell you now. I don't want to ruin the moment. After....I'm ready. Go on.' I thought.
Taecyeon didn't ask anymore but waited for what seemed to me like a long time before he once again leaned forward.
I couldn't hold it in and I screamed at myself mentally. A gasp escaped my lips once again but this time joined by a whimper.
"I know Wooyoung. Your hurting. Let's just sto-"
"No...don't...please Taec don't...don't take it out...don't...promise me...I'll be ready...don't-" I almost pleaded.
We couldn't stop just because of my little problem. Not at all.
"Okay...okay I won't...you...just shush. I'll wait for whatever you want me to do." Taecyeon said.
I took a deep breathe and nodded with the position I was in.
My panting became louder and I tightened my eyes and clenched my fist on the sheets.
'We just changed them.' the sudden thought came to my mind and I mentally cursed myself.
"Woo-"
"G..go.." I said.
There was a long silence, longer than needed once again I felt Taecyeon lowering himself inside me.
I whimpered and felt my eyes tear up.
"I should stop." Taecyeon whispered.
'No. No.' I thought.
Taecyeon sighed as his cold presence came closer towards my back before he plastered his cold chest onto my back.
"I'm all the way in." Taecyeon whispered in my ear.
'I know.' I thought.
"Your crying?"
"...No.." I replied.
"Yours eyes-"
"A..are just watery." I quickly interrupted Taecyeon and with that he began slowly thrusting.
"Fas...faster.." I mumbled.
"W...what?" Taecyeon said his voice rising in curiosity.
'You don't have to do this. You can go faster Taec...it doesn't matter it will start getting fast anyway.' I thought.
A very long silence passed. A very long one where I wondered if I'd said something wrong.
Taecyeon began thrusting slowly again completely ignoring me to go faster if he wanted.
It was only a few minutes later when it started getting fast...and then faster.
I kept my eyes tightly closed and began chanting out Taecyeons name.
"Ta...Taec? sorry...sorry..Taec.." I groaned.
Once again it almost felt like my very first time. As painful as that.
In that moment I promised myself we wouldn't do anything more for a while after the seven days are up. I wouldn't be able to do anything anyways.
A growl sounded in my ear and I called out.
"..Taec.." I whispered. My hands starting to release the sheets.
'I'm going to faint.' I thought.
"Woo...young." the low deep growl sounded in my ear and I smiled before I released in a loud scream of Taecyeons name.
If he released after me, I didn't stay conscious long enough to know.
--xx--
A/N ....a little intense...even for me...