The Plague Sequel 35 (Bonding Day 3)
Title: The Plague Sequel 35 (Bonding Day 3)
Pairing: TaecWoo,OC
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Captured by strangers and taken to a mansion, Jang Wooyoung begins his new life with a man named Ok Taecyeon.
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I woke up to the sound of water running.
"Taec?" I groaned out. My voice sounded more hoarse than it was earlier.
"Urgh..." I groaned out again as I tried lifting myself from the bed.
With no luck I fell back down and ended up staring at the ceiling as the sound of water ran through my ears.
Taecyeon hummed a toon and it made me want to go back to sleep but I surely couldn't.
In what seemed like hours later, the water turned off and I turned my head in the direction of the bathroom door.
Taecyeon walked out with a towel around his waist.
"Your up."
I nodded as he noticed me.
"You look tired."
I nodded again.
"Was it a bit better this time?"
"A..bit.." I groaned.
"Your voice...it has become worse." Taecyeon quickly walked up to me and laid a hand on my cheek.
"I couldn't...keep quiet..why suddenly...talking weird again. I asked.
"Stop. No more talking. It will be bad if you loose your voice completely." Taecyeon ignored my question. "Can you move?" he asked.
I shook my head no.
"Do you need help getting cleaned."
Though I felt useless and vulnerable at the request, I really did need help. My limbs didn't move at all and I felt uncomfortable and sticky.
Taecyeon asked again and I quickly nodded in reply.
He gently picked me up and I relaxed onto his cold body.
"Bath?" Taecyeon asked.
I nodded because standing up for a shower would be difficult in my current condition.
Taecyeon sat me down on the seat of the toilet and I watched as he filled the tub full of what looked like hot water for me.
I groaned as I tried to lift myself up only to be scolded by Taecyeon.
He picked me up once again and gently lowered me into the tub of not too hot water.
It felt like I was sizzling in not too hot water.
I sighed loudly and pushed myself down more into the water.
"Feels good?" Taecyeon asked walking up to me with a bottle of shampoo and other necessities for my bath.
"Not as-"
"No talking." Taecyeon quickly interrupted me with a stern look and a frown on his face.
I sighed and nodded.
"I assume that is a yes." Taecyeon said leaning down besides me.
I nodded again and closed my eyes for a second before opening them again.
"I'll grab a robe for myself and start washing your back."
"No it's-"
"Wooyoung." the sternness in Taecyeons voice made me automatically shut my mouth.
Once again I sighed and nodded as I watched him grab a robe and wrap himself in it before coming back and kneeling besides me.
I closed my eyes as Taecyeon scooted behind me and started washing my back, he moved to my arms and stomach and even washed my legs.
Of course I was embarrassed out of my mind when he ended up washing my whole body like I was a little kid.
His hands touched everywhere and he cleaned everywhere.
EVERYWHERE.
He really didn't need to go that far.
'Never again will I let this happen.' I thought.
"It's fine, besides I've seen you in your naked glory plenty of times." Taecyeon said.
'Never!' I screamed in my head embarrassed out of my mind that he actually said naked glory.
I kept my eyes tightly closed and didn't open them once as he started on my hair.
"Can you stand?"
I looked towards him and replied by my thoughts.
'I can sort of stand but it's like my limbs are numb.'
"Alright then I'll carry you but I'll have to get naked too or I'll get the robe wet." Taecyeon said picking me up suddenly.
"Wai-"
"Wooyoung.." Taecyeon interrupted my voice and I quickly used my other alternative.
"You can't- I mean I'm fine I can stand perfectly.' I thought.
"No you can't. Your bad at lying baby." Taecyeon said chuckling.
I had no choice and I tried not to blush so much as Taecyeon put me down and shrugged off his robe as he stepped into the shower with me.
He helped me rinse off and even though I thanked him for his help, I really didn't want to shower with him at all.
It felt odd, though I'm a guy, knowing that my body looks like a wreck and my face and hair probably look worse than my body - I don't want Taecyeon to see me in the state I am in.
I don't want him to see me like I am - vulnerable and looking like a wreck.
'Why am I thinking like this? Such thoughts...'
"What exactly are you thinking about?"
Taecyeons voice jerked me away from my thoughts as I stumbled a bit.
"Sorry I was just....thinking." I thought.
"About what? Your blocking me." Taecyeon said staring at me hard.
"Am I?" I asked turning away.
"Yeah." Taecyeon pulled my head back towards him and I sighed.
"Good." I replied trying to regain my balance and pull away from Taecyeons hold.
I suddenly didn't want his help anymore. I didn't want want him to think of me as weak and vulnerable at all.
"What are you doing Woo you'll-"
"I'll be fine." I groaned stepping out of the stall and making my way towards the towels.
"Your not fine, something's wrong."
I turned to see Taecyeon standing close behind me, a frown plastered onto his face.
"I'm fine. I'll just brush my teeth and go lay down for a bit before we continue." I said making my way to the mirror.
The sight of his face as I looked at him through the mirror made me frown. Taecyeon left as I brushed my teeth quietly.
Fifteen minutes later, I finished everything and sat down on the toilet seat sighing.
"What am I doing?" I whispered asking myself. "Why am I hiding? Is he mad? Did I make him mad?" I continued whispering to myself when a knock on the door pulled me away from my quiet rambling.
"Ye...yeah?" I said nervously.
"Are you done? You should lay down for a bit like you said."
I kept silent at the words and sighed getting up.
"I'll be out." I replied.
'What the heck is wrong with my sudden mood change?' I thought to myself.
I checked that my robe securely wrapped around me as I opened the door and stepped back quickly as I bumped into a cold, hard chest.
"Are you okay?" Taecyeon asked looking down at me.
"Fine. I'm totally fine." I replied walking around his tall figure and making my way to the bed.
"Are you sure your okay? Your limping slightly."
"It's fine. I'm just sore." I said getting up onto the bed.
Taecyeon stood and watched me as I faced him on my knees.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"N-nothing." Taecyeon frowned and made his way towards me.
Making no movement to touch me at all he sat down on the edge of the bed, his sight this time not pinpointing me.
"I'm sorry, I don't know why I did that." I said.
"What are you apologizing for?"
"I just...I don't want you to think I'm weak or vulnerable." I admitted.
"And why would I think that?" Taecyeon asked a confused look on his face.
"Because I'm limping and groaning and I can't even take one step without wincing. Even when you touch me somewhere I wince now. I look horrible and we took that shower together and...I just feel horrible." I truthfully admitted my feelings.
A moment of silence passed between us and I cursed at myself mentally.
'I shouldn't be thinking about that! I'm a guy! It doesn't matter how I look. Besides am I not the one that said it doesn't matter if I get scars? But then I look horrible and yet he-' I ceased my own thoughts and sighed.
"Is this all? Wooyoungie.....You look perfectly fine. More than fine. The bruises on your body make me regret what we are doing but it's for you and only if you want to keep doing this then we will."
"Stop...your making me feel more weak. I'm a man too." I said lowering my head.
Taecyeon sighed and a long silence passed before the bed moved and I was gently pulled down.
Cold, big arms wrapped around me and I shivered - this time because of the cold.
I shivered but quickly relaxed more as a big comforter was thrown around me.
"I know this. You are a man, the same as me. You have the same body parts as me. You are not a girl but are as cute as one. I've never once thought or am thinking that you are a girl. I've never once thought of you as vulnerable or weak. I know you are a man Wooyoung. I'm with you because you are you."
"What's all this?" I asked.
"Because you always seem to think that you are being brought down. You always repeat you are a guy. I am aware of this already and know that you are a full man Wooyoung. Though certain parts have not developed, you are a man. The man I love."
I blushed and looked away as my words stuck to my throat.
Exactly how am I supposed to answer to something that has been running through my head since the first time I met Taecyeon.
Everything he said is exactly right.
"I don't like being dominated. Ever since I remember I either lived by myself taking care of myself....I guess it's stuck to me." I sighed lowering my head.
"Let me in. I want to be someone who you can depend on now too. I don't want you to be by yourself anymore."
"I am...I am trying hard to do everything to make you happy." I sadly smiled looking up.
"You don't have to do everything in your power to make me happy. That is my job. Just stay by my side and I will be happy forever." Taecyeon said taking hold of my chin.
I pouted and pulled away.
"If you say so...I'm sorry I'm acting so stupid and childish." I said chuckling. "Hey Taec? Let me....umm be on top today?" I asked feeling a blush cover my face as I hid it.
"Be on top? Exactly what do you mean?"
"I mean....well I mean on top...instead of laying down." I nervously said.
"Wait? You mean you want to...hm what was the slang...ride me?" Taecyeon asked.
"We...well...umm...wow this is embarrassing..." I groaned.
"No, It's okay I don't mind if you want to but why this so suddenly?" Taecyeon asked.
"I just...I really want to." I replied.
A short silence passed.
"If it is what you want to do. I will try to control myself."
I nodded at the words and lifted myself up.
"Are you sure you don't want to rest a little bit more. You couldn't even walk earlier-"
I silenced him with a hard stare.
"Fine. It's fine I won't say anymore." Taecyeon quickly said putting his hands out.
I laughed at how much he looked like a teenager - but him being him who knows how old he is.
'Ive never actually asked.' I thought.
"Asked what?" Taecyeon asked.
"I don't want to ruin anything...so later." I smiled down at him.
"So you aren't going to rest for bit? I'm worried about your voice Woo. Are you sure you want to do this? It's not one of your ways to make me happy is it?" Taecyeon asked suspiciously.
"No...I mean thanks for asking but I'm really fine and it's not one of my ways. I don't have any ways. I just want to please you sometimes but this is something even I'm shocked at myself for..." I said. "Will you lay down for me?" I asked nervously.
Taecyeon nodded and slowly laid down. He didn't look happy at all with what I wanted to to do but I want to do it anyways.
He completely laid down and I took a deep breath in and out to try to calm myself down a bit.
3 minutes later and my position stayed the same as I stared at the tie to Taecyeons robe. My hands shook nervously and I really didn't know what exactly to do next.
"I'll help take it off." Taecyeon interrupted my known thoughts.
"No. I'll do it." I said lifting my hands up. I quickly untied the tie and pulled the robe apart making sure my eyes stayed on Taecyeons stomach.
Taecyeon laid exposed, not feeling a bit embarrassed while I on the other hand felt like I had just been stripped and pushed onto a stage to preform.
I've embarrassingly heard about "riding" before but only when a girl would do it. I really didn't want to know about any such things though but It was almost like I was forced into hearing something I didn't want to by perverted old men and woman back in the city.
The all saw me as innocent and most likely everyday tried to soil my brain with horrid thoughts. Though I didn't know why I always felt disgusted, I now know.
I've never once "rode" or attempted to ride anyone since those men back in that woman's house never went far enough in forcing me to.
"What should I do next?" I asked myself silently chuckling.
"You've never done this?" Taecyeon asked.
"Never." I replied knowing exactly what he meant by that. "They....never went that...far.." I said looking away.
"But you still want to do this am I right?" Taecyeon asked.
"Yes." I replied turning back to look at him.
"Ok then. First you have to sit on top of me." Taecyeon said and I swore for a minute or two I froze.
My hands shook as I climbed on top of Taecyeons cold stomach. I shivered, a bit cold for the first time ever.
"Are you cold or nervous?" Taecyeon asked.
"Both.....including scared." I chuckled. "It somehow feels like this will hurt." I said lowering my head.
"It seems that it will." Taecyeon said.
"But I still want to do it." I said.
Taecyeon nodded and pointed at something.
"What?" I asked confused.
"Your robe. If you want to continue you will have to take it off."
It almost seemed like he said it out of spite.
"You think I won't do it. I'm not scared....that much." I said lowering my head.
"I'm not spiting you Wooyoung but you will need to take it off."
'I'm completely facing you and...' I paused at the thought.
Taecyeon nodded his head and I sighed and looked up at the wall as I slid my robe off my body. It completely came off and I felt my face heat up.
"Hey...look at me baby."
I hesitated but ended up turning my head to look at Taecyeon.
"S...stop staring.." I said looking him straight in the eye.
"I can't stop...your too beautiful." Taecyeon said.
"That's not a compliment a guy wants to hear." I pouted.
"Your handsome baby." Taecyeon said.
My whole body flushed and I lowered my head and closed my eyes.
'Why do you say such embarrassing things?' I thought.
"Because I love you." Taecyeon replied and I sighed and smiled as I felt a cold hand take hold of mine.
I lifted my head and whispered. "Me too."
Taecyeon smiled and before I could do anything he stood up and pulled me into a hug.
I rested my chin on his shoulder and we stayed like that for quite a while before we pulled away smiling at each other.
"S...so what should I do next?" I asked.
"Do you want me to prepare you?" Taecyeon asked looking at me. He turned for a second and before I could blink the usual bottle suddenly appeared in between us and I blushed and nodded.
No way I could do it by myself especially in front of him.
The cold substance on Taecyeons cold fingers inserted themselves inside me and I groaned and fell forward pushing Taecyeon back.
He ended up once again laying on the bed as I laid on top of him and his fingers inserted inside me, preparing me.
"Hurts?" Taecyeon asked.
"No...aches...cold.." I grunted.
"I'll try to make it fast since we both know you don't like fingers much."
I nodded and kept my head in between the crevice of Taecyeons cold neck as he prepared me and I groaned out.
Minutes earlier than later, Taecyeon finished and I sighed and laid there for a few more minutes before I rose myself up.
"Do you need help putting i-"
"No...no it's fine. I want to do it." I said embarrassingly.
My hands shook as I looked away and tried to find what I was looking for.
I shivered and pulled my hand away when my hand touched it at first.
"Sorry." I apologized.
"It's fine. It is your first time." Taecyeon said. It seemed he was also trying not to make things more awkward for me by not looking me in the eye.
Once again I tried and this time I grabbed Taecyeons hardened erection.
"It's...it's-"
"Because you touched it earlier." Taecyeon admitted.
I blushed and slowly nodded.
Taecyeons erections always seemed bigger every day that we did it.
My hand helped me difficultly guide Taecyeons hardened erection until it touched me and I stopped and shivered looking at him.
He looked at me too and we ended up staring at each other for more than a few minutes.
"Are you okay?" Taecyeon broke the silence first.
"I'm sorry...does it hurt? I'm sorry I'll hurry and-"
"It's fine take your time." Taecyeon interrupted me.
I looked at him and then looked away as I slowly nodded.
My hand helped the tip sink in and I gasped.
"I'm fine. Fine." I repeated lowering myself down as I released my hand and clenched my eyes tight together.
It almost felt like the first time we did it. Like I'm almost being torn apart.
A pair of cold hands gently touched my waist and I shivered as both my hands landed on the bed on each side.
"Slow...take it slowly Woo." Taecyeon said.
I shook my head no then yes as I slowed down before finally Taecyeons erection was all the way inside me.
I groaned loudly and ceased all movement.
"I'm sorry...it must hurt for you...give me a minute?" I asked.
"It's fine. Take as long as you need." Taecyeon once again repeated.
It seems like his third time and I felt stupid for continuing asking him.
I stayed in my position for more than minutes, trying to adjust to such a new feeling is really hard.
It's not like when we do it regularly. I can't feel him all the way when we do it regularly but this I feel him all the way.
"You hands, their shaking. Woo? I can help." Taecyeon said.
It sounded more like he was asking in my ears.
"I'm sorry." I aplogized. "I...I can't...I'm just so tired.." I said letting my hands go and falling onto Taecyeons cold, hard chest.
'Don't give up!' I yelled in my head but my body just wouldn't listen at all.
I took deep breathes in and out even though we didn't go any farther. "Help me please." I sighed giving up.
I felt like a looser. How could I give up when I said I was going to do it.
'Stupid me.' I thought sadly chuckling to myself.
"Don't think that." Taecyeon said as he began moving.
The first thing being to hit that spot.
I gasped and moaned as I clenched the sheets still lying down on top of him.
"Ta...Taec?" I said hoping he hadn't turned yet.
"Yes?" Taecyeon replied in my ear going as slow as he could with his thrusts while he hit that spot occasionally.
If I wasn't as tired as I am then I would have told him to go faster and stop treating me so fragile.
"L...later I'll do it...right now I can't." I groaned out.
"It's fine Wooyoungie. Whatever you want. You don't have to force yourself to-"
The pause made me stiffen.
"Taec?" I asked.
Seconds before I said his name the thrust fastened and my hands clenched more tightly onto the sheets.
'This is fast.' I thought.
The fastest Taecyeon has turned since the two days we've done it.
"H...hey...calm down...Taec...calm down please.." I clenched my eyes and tried to make him recognize my voice.
Once again I am meeting Taecyeons other personality and even though he hears me sometimes, he always doesn't.
Taecyeons other 50% personality is rough and hard. He always growls and never speaks but moves in quick stiffness.
The normal other 50% personality of Taec is the one that treats me like a child ,sometimes like a girl. The ones who's so gentle to me that I sometimes want to scream at him to stop.
'I want to get to know all you. Not only 50%.' I thought getting on my hands slowly. It was difficult but I managed to lift myself up as Taecyeon still thrust inside me.
The hits on the spot that made me moan in pleasure still happened but less.
My hands fell on Taecyeons lower abdomen in front of me as the thrusts pushed me forward and up. I tightened my eyes for a minute or so before opening them and staring into the red eyes.
"Taec." I groaned.
Taecyeon stared right back at me. It seems like we started a staring game.
"Taec." I said his name again.
This time something changed.
A low growl caught my ears as suddenly I was being thrown backwards and Taecyeon was getting up.
I ended up in a complicated, difficult position that made my limbs hurt. I was on my on my knees, my right thigh gripped and pulled upward - almost like a body twist.
"Taec.." I grunted.
The thrust began before I could say anything more and I shivered as Taecyeons cold body touched mine while he bended forward.
A low growl sounded in my ear and I repeated Taecyeons name.
"I...I want...to see...you." I groaned out. "I-nng."
Once again Taecyeon leaned forward and it stopped me from what I was saying as I dug my head into the sheets in between my arms.
I counted in my head as I repeated Taecyeons name over and over.
I released once and he kept on going. Of course I didn't mind because he hadn't released yet.
When I released the second time and Taecyeon right after me I couldn't stay in the position anymore.
'I'm sure my back and hips are seriously going to ache tomorrow.' I thought.
"Taec..I can't...position.." I tried saying. I couldn't even seem to talk anymore with how much I released.
'My voice will get worse. I am out of breath.' I thought panting hard.
I saw only stars and squealed rather annoyingly as the position suddenly and finally changed.
This new position, like the riding position earlier made me wrap my hand tight around Taecyeons neck and pull him closer towards me.
Taecyeon sat down and I sat on top of him. He somehow continued roughly thrusting into me, hitting that spot occasionally.
I wrapped one leg around him pulling him closer as I tried not to curse by clenching my eyes tight.
Taecyeon suddenly became bigger than he already was as he released the second time and I swore to myself I would die if I released again.
I felt Taecyeon deep inside me like the first time. I tried to match and return the rough pounding but I couldn't and my body really seemed physically tired.
A few thrusts later and Taecyeon released for the third time and I gasped in panic as he grabbed my erection and I was forced to release even though I didn't want to again.
But in the position we were in how could I not?
My body fell limp onto Taecyeons shoulder and I took a big sigh.
'The end.' I thought.
My pants seemed louder than ever as I tried to gain my breath back.
I wasn't sleepy tired but dizzy tired. Fuzziness filling my head from the releases and I could still see stars.
My sweat seemed to be everywhere on me. I felt sticky and uncomfortable more than ever before but I really couldn't do anything at the moment.
Taecyeon didn't speak and I assumed he was mad at himself.
"Do...not...blame...yourself." I spoke really tired out by the few words.
"Your voice condition just keeps on getting worse.." Taecyeon spoke into the side of my neck.
'I'm sure it will get better.' I thought unable to use my voice anymore.
"I should of brought something...some throat medicine...anything. I almost forgot that you are still human."
"Ta..aec.." I groaned out.
"Stop talking." Taecyeon said.
'I've had a sore throat before it's not a big deal. Your worrying too much about this.' I thought.
"I think you should rest." Taecyeon said after a few minutes passed of silence.
I groaned as Taecyeon shifted and lifted me up gently as he slid out of me.
He settled me on the bed and wrapped the comforter around me while looking at me worriedly.
'Stop treating me like a child! I said I'm fine Taec. It's just a sore throat.' I said irritated.
"Just go to sleep Wooyoung."
I pouted irritated at him.
'Fine. Whatever then....just...don't talk to me then either too!' I yelled in my head before achingly turning to my side so my back faced him.
'I can't even keep my thoughts secret.' I thought sighing.
The sound of the water turning on and off made
me perk up a bit as I remembered my condition exactly.
Sweaty.
Sticky.
Uncomfortable.
'How am I supposed to sleep like this?' I asked myself.
"I got the bath ready for you."
I stiffened at Taecyeons voice.
"Wooyoung?"
'I heard you.' I thought irritably as I struggled to sit up and get off the bed.
"Let me hel-"
"..No.." I groaned pulling my arm away.
'I can do it myself. I don't need your help.' I thought getting up.
I awkwardly walked to the bathroom limping and groaning after I refused the help of Taecyeon.
'If your going to treat me like a child then I will act like a child.' I thought.
The bath was ready and the water just right. The shampoo and other necessities sat right next to the tub.
I sighed as I slowly sat in the water and loudly sighed in relaxation.
Some of the ache seemed to go away instantly.
'It smells nice.' I thought.'Like vanilla.'
"My mom supplied it. She said if things seemed to bad for your body to let you bathe in it."
I turned away as Taecyeon walked in the room his deep voice ringing through my ears.
"She said it's supposed to take immediate effect. Your supposed to feel a bit better." Taecyeon said.
It seems that he sat right next to me because his voice sounded so close.
"Tha...thanks." I whispered in my awkward voice. 'For preparing the bath.' I thought.
"Woo? Are you mad at me?" Taecyeon asked.
'I'm not mad...just a bit irritated.' I thought pouting.
"What can I do to make it better?"
'You...you...just stop treating me like a child. I want to be treated like an adult. I'll be an adult in a few months.' I thought.
"What can I do? Woo? Wooyoung."
I frowned as my head was turned and I ended up staring into Taecyeons eyes.
"I can't help not worrying about you. What am I supposed to do when all I think about is you everyday. All I think about is for me not to hurt you...what happened in here that I regret. I want to protect you and it sometimes comes off as me treating you like a child but it isn't so - I just really don't want you to get hurt." Taecyeon spoke lowering his head.
'And why would I get hurt? It's because you think I'm vulnerable Taec. Because I'm not like your kind you treat me like I'm someone that can't do anything without you. Like if your not there...then..." I paused suddenly frustrated as I pulled my head away and ruffled my hair desperately.
"Wooyoung?" Taecyeon said.
"I know...with Nichkhun...with EunKyung...with...you...here...I know I get hurt sometimes. I know I can't protect myself som-" a cough stopped me from talking and I sighed.
'Why...it seems like I'm the only vulnerable one. MyungCha is fine with Chan...all the other couples are fine. Why am I the one that keeps getting in trouble. I...I'm not used to someone else taking care of me since I left that woman's house. I've always known to protect myself...being here...I can't protect myself if it's one of your kind. Why am I so weak?' I thought.
Everything jumbled up in my head and before I could even try to think straight. Images popped in my head.
Bad events and good ones all rushed throughout my mind and I pulled my hair out more and refused to answer as Taecyeon called my name.
I felt so defeated almost to the point of crying.
"Don't cry."
'I'm not!" I yelled in my head.'I'm not crying and I'm not going to cry. I need to stop revealing so much anyway.'
We both sat in silence after what I thought and I felt bad both for Taecyeon and myself.
'I'll take my bath now.' I thought.
The silence continued throughout washing myself and accepting Taecyeons help to get me to the showers.
It continued on and on.
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A/N not all happy endings.