Five Minute- Dreams
Livejournal, I am back. :) i've just deleted my tumblr account last week because it's been too much of a distraction. whew, 1, 680+ posts, 155 followers and 1.5 years of reblogs, audio posts, and photos all gone. i deleted it at the spur of the moment because if i continue contemplating on whether to delete it or not, i'd surely go for the not. haha. so i am back here on LJ after some nine months of no blog entry, only opening this account to read my friends' locked entries. i guess this'll do me good, since LJ does not have a dashboard with nice, distracting entries of photos or music or videos. i do miss my tumblr account, since that's where i upload my shots. i guess i'll just make a photoblog tumblr during the sem break and not follow anyone, hahaha. :)
but other than the lack of cyberspace reinforcers and stalking fears, the main reason why i probably opened this account again is because there's something i'd like to do. there's someone i'm trying to be. and during the past four days, there's this thought in my head that lingers. i've locked all my previous entries from 2009 after re-reading some of them. i mentally laugh at my immaturity, my stupidity, my inadeptness, and my misadventures. indeed, they were good times i'd like to remember. but these were the times when i've also learned how to get by. how to pick up broken pieces, renew friendships, and move on. :) now, i'm planning on doing something big. something that's going to be life-changing. i don't know how i'll do it, or if ever i'll be able to do it, but somehow, there's this warm, good intuition that i just might be able to pull it off. my 2009 entries had moving on as its goal. this time, the preceding entries would hopefully be about moving forward and chasing dreams, no matter what the cost is. :) i begin this journey on wednesday, and i hope i am still at it by the end of this week, or this year. believe me, i want it and yearn for it with all of me, and i pray i would be able to live it. :)
will be writing again about this on wednesday. now am off to this week's homeworks. my 5 minutes--nay, 7--are up. :)
but other than the lack of cyberspace reinforcers and stalking fears, the main reason why i probably opened this account again is because there's something i'd like to do. there's someone i'm trying to be. and during the past four days, there's this thought in my head that lingers. i've locked all my previous entries from 2009 after re-reading some of them. i mentally laugh at my immaturity, my stupidity, my inadeptness, and my misadventures. indeed, they were good times i'd like to remember. but these were the times when i've also learned how to get by. how to pick up broken pieces, renew friendships, and move on. :) now, i'm planning on doing something big. something that's going to be life-changing. i don't know how i'll do it, or if ever i'll be able to do it, but somehow, there's this warm, good intuition that i just might be able to pull it off. my 2009 entries had moving on as its goal. this time, the preceding entries would hopefully be about moving forward and chasing dreams, no matter what the cost is. :) i begin this journey on wednesday, and i hope i am still at it by the end of this week, or this year. believe me, i want it and yearn for it with all of me, and i pray i would be able to live it. :)
will be writing again about this on wednesday. now am off to this week's homeworks. my 5 minutes--nay, 7--are up. :)