all apologies
So in reference to my last post. Most of what i said kinda came out wrong when i re read it after writing. Im that sad or depressed or unhappy about whats going on. Yeah its different and all but not neccisaryly bad. im just kinda in a point of limbo between things to do but thats just what happens over time. Nothing hella tight can last forever so thats why we go through temperary lulls of boredom based on the circumstances we are in. Right now i am kinda bored but im happier than ever. i have one single thing im my life that is extremely good and she makes it hella hard to stop being happy everyday. And i guess some people dont really like her but i dont really care. Shes everything i could ever dream of and more. and shes enough to make me happy.