On new beginnings, and moral angst..
I've decided that i'm happy about moving. I'm happy about starting over, and getting to be a new person. I had been feeling really conflicted about leaving, but some things happened here that made me realize.. i'm not happy with who i am. I'm not happy with what my life is. I guess something finally broke through to me morally (see riley's latest entry everybody). I've always known that i should care, but i never really have until now. I've done things that i actually regret. I've been self centered and manipulative, i've lied, i've caused drama in the lives of people who dont deserve it, and drawn it to me, and.. i want to leave. Really. Suddenly i just want all of the twisted little things going on in my life to be gone. I want another chance, an opportunity to be who i should be. And luckily, i just so happen to be moving in about a week and a half.
As Lauren said to baby Scarlett. 224 hours.
As Lauren said to baby Scarlett. 224 hours.