Love Forever, Love is Free, Let's Turn Together You An' Me.
Yeah so. Just when I thought things were good, but slowing down a bit between the boyfriend and I...
SURPRISE.
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (12:38 AM):
Well even if we don't work I hope I help.:)
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (12:38 AM):
Mhm.
I hope we do though.
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (12:38 AM):
And can be friends.
yes.
I agree but, always gotta know the worst case scenario.
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (12:38 AM):
And yeah, ending on good terms would be great.
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (12:38 AM):
Don't gotta think about it, but just know it.
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (12:39 AM):
Mhm.
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (12:39 AM):
Well there's nothing I hate about you so, I'm not worried either way.
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (12:39 AM):
Not even my shyness?
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (12:39 AM):
Other then being shy you's my perfect little girly.:D
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (12:39 AM):
Hahaha.
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (12:39 AM):
But that's helped with time.
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (12:39 AM):
I'm working on that. Honest. <3
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (12:40 AM):
I know.:)
you're doing good.
I'll always call you shy unless you're as not shy as me though.:P
just not as often if you're not as shy as often.
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (12:41 AM):
You're Cute, beautiful, and sexy all at the same time.
Dunno how you do it.:P
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (12:41 AM):
...
(L)
I fucking love you.
:)
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (1:08 AM):
:)
I love you too cutie.
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (1:09 AM):
BIG GRIN.
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (1:13 AM):
haha
:)
Making somebody happy feels good.
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (1:13 AM):
HEART.
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (1:13 AM):
Especially when the feeling is mutual.
DOUBLE ENJOYABLE
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (1:13 AM):
:)
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (1:14 AM):
Cute.
I'm glad you're happy, though.
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (1:15 AM):
I am sorry I get so moody sometimes though. I know I'm not any fun when I get that way, and it's a pain in the ass to have to deal with someone who's like that.
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (1:19 AM):
You're awesome, everybody has flaws.
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (1:20 AM):
:)
~I actually started crying in that conversation, so randomly. Cute/Romantic things never make me cry or tear up, but for some reason I did tonight. So unbelievably happy.
I really didn't know guys like this existed, I thought it was all just a figment that women just imagined up one day while having tea..
But anyhow, I seriously love this guy. Everything is going so well between us, and I've never been so excited to be in a relationship. I want to see where this will take us. I don't like thinking too far into the future, but I can see myself being happy with him for a very long time. And as bad of a thought it is to think of me and him not together, I really would love to stay friends with him. We know eachother so well, it'd be a shame to throw it all away simply because things are not working in a romantic sense. Sure, there will always be that memory of us, and that feeling inside, but if we can't be lovers, I think we could be great friends for a very long, long time.
Sorry for love-ranting. Can't help it.
Ich bin so Verliebt. <3
SURPRISE.
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (12:38 AM):
Well even if we don't work I hope I help.:)
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (12:38 AM):
Mhm.
I hope we do though.
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (12:38 AM):
And can be friends.
yes.
I agree but, always gotta know the worst case scenario.
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (12:38 AM):
And yeah, ending on good terms would be great.
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (12:38 AM):
Don't gotta think about it, but just know it.
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (12:39 AM):
Mhm.
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (12:39 AM):
Well there's nothing I hate about you so, I'm not worried either way.
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (12:39 AM):
Not even my shyness?
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (12:39 AM):
Other then being shy you's my perfect little girly.:D
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (12:39 AM):
Hahaha.
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (12:39 AM):
But that's helped with time.
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (12:39 AM):
I'm working on that. Honest. <3
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (12:40 AM):
I know.:)
you're doing good.
I'll always call you shy unless you're as not shy as me though.:P
just not as often if you're not as shy as often.
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (12:41 AM):
You're Cute, beautiful, and sexy all at the same time.
Dunno how you do it.:P
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (12:41 AM):
...
(L)
I fucking love you.
:)
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (1:08 AM):
:)
I love you too cutie.
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (1:09 AM):
BIG GRIN.
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (1:13 AM):
haha
:)
Making somebody happy feels good.
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (1:13 AM):
HEART.
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (1:13 AM):
Especially when the feeling is mutual.
DOUBLE ENJOYABLE
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (1:13 AM):
:)
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (1:14 AM):
Cute.
I'm glad you're happy, though.
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (1:15 AM):
I am sorry I get so moody sometimes though. I know I'm not any fun when I get that way, and it's a pain in the ass to have to deal with someone who's like that.
- Ϟ [̲̅н̲̅з̲̅м̲̅l̲̅σ̲̅c̲̅к̲̅] Ϟ :[ ♥Tɩмє ʛσєѕ вʏ, ѕσ ɴ ɑ т u я ɑ ᴌ ᴌ ʏ˳ says (1:19 AM):
You're awesome, everybody has flaws.
°[Pαndεмoniuм]° ♥ °[нεмlocқ]° says (1:20 AM):
:)
~I actually started crying in that conversation, so randomly. Cute/Romantic things never make me cry or tear up, but for some reason I did tonight. So unbelievably happy.
I really didn't know guys like this existed, I thought it was all just a figment that women just imagined up one day while having tea..
But anyhow, I seriously love this guy. Everything is going so well between us, and I've never been so excited to be in a relationship. I want to see where this will take us. I don't like thinking too far into the future, but I can see myself being happy with him for a very long time. And as bad of a thought it is to think of me and him not together, I really would love to stay friends with him. We know eachother so well, it'd be a shame to throw it all away simply because things are not working in a romantic sense. Sure, there will always be that memory of us, and that feeling inside, but if we can't be lovers, I think we could be great friends for a very long, long time.
Sorry for love-ranting. Can't help it.
Ich bin so Verliebt. <3