I think the biggest downfall of buying doujinshi online is the torturous wait to hit the mailbox. I know that my mailman hits the mailbox around 1:30-2:00 PM Monday-Friday, 11:30 on Saturday.
It just bring to light that HOW much I need a job right now. Ugh. I was hired by Macy's last week but the pay was WAY too low, even lower than my unemployment check. Just no. Even my hell-of-a-job at Bed Bath and Beyond paid more than that. Ugh.
So, I'm still looking for a job. God, it's so hard. The stress is getting to me so much that I had a bad tension headache yesterday and had to take my meds for it to go away. I try to not get frustrated but I just want a job now. Sucks, sucks, sucks.
At least I got part of my tax return today~! I have to mail off the rest before getting it. Ugh. I can finally pay off that credit card bill after I get all my tax return money. I can't get the incentive money until May 16 because of
my social security number. Ugh, a bad luck of the draw, honestly.
But at least, in the end, I didn't have to spend the money that great-grandma gave me. In fact, I'm planning to add it to my savings later on.
Meh, I should stop sulking and finish scanlating all that doujinshi, write some fics and stop waiting for the mailman like some deranged puppy. ;_;
Also, I've been thinking of my ex-boyfriend nowadays. Our break was kinda my fault. We're still friends but I miss him as my boyfriend though. I was on the brink of falling for him for real when we broke up. In some cases, I'm glad it was before then but it broke my heart when he admitted that he didn't like me enough to work things out. I was pretty upset for a few days about that (I didn't cry, no guy is worth my tears. I decided that long ago.) .... Bah, I want an another boyfriend like now. I miss that kind of male companionship and I'm not getting any younger either.... *sigh*