Jan 17, 2006 17:11
..so aren't you proud?
I'm glad I feel driven now, I want to be independent and alive, and get rid of these long pauses of waiting and nothing in me, luckily, I have no real way to achieve that, except philisophically.
I yearn for change, to bring these things into being, but the only way to do that is do keep doing what I'm trying to do.