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[etherealdespair]

I can't do this. I just can't. I'm going to fail these exams. I'm just not that person. I want to go home but if I go home I'll go to bed and never leave again. I won't get any work done and I so desperately need to. But this library, this building, is making my skin crawl. All the people, all the noises, it's making me so jumpy, so edgy. I need

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[strange_bt_true]

Hey, please relax- I'm scared for you. It seems like things are getting worse, is there anyone you can talk to? Seriously, it sounds like you need to unload on someone. And don't sweat yourself for not being perfect. It's easy to wish for it ( believe me, I would get so pissed at myself for not having perfect notes and stuff!) but then when those things happen, it's like everything falls apart. *insert battery of hugs here* Be strong. I know you can do it. Sorry I haven't been around on livejournal, I've been spending most of my time on wordpress these days. If you wanna check me out there, it's http://endinganera.wordpress.com Hope you feel better, and that your birthday yesterday was good! ;>

[etherealdespair]

Honestly, I'm pretty scared too.

I'm seeing my GP on Tuesday hopefully, and I have my counselling assesment then too. I can talk to my boyfriend, but honestly, I'm so sick of talking about it. I just need something to change, something drastic, right now. No clue what. I'll check out your wordpress, thanks :) I have one too.

My birthday was lovely. I'll post in a bit I think.
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