Kite
The second half of this gives me goosebumps. I adore this poem.
KITE
By Rives
I mistook a garbage truck for thunder.
The morning after the first night we made love,
I dreamt thunder was chasing rain
through your neighborhood,
flooding the streets and keeping the two of us
indoors for days or even weeks,
until some old prophet could drop by in an ark
to take us and the rest of the paired-up animals
to a very high place, or an island maybe,
where we could just straight
fuck
for a living.
But the thunder was a garbage truck.
And when my eyes woke up
a note on your pillow said:
"Good morning, Sparkle Boy!
I'll be back around noon.
You make yourself at home."
And so I did.
Maybe.
I'm saying maybe I put on your slippers,
which were as comfortable as bunnies
because they WERE bunnies,
and then shuffled over my new favorite
hardwood floor to the bathroom
where maybe I took a bubble bath,
which is not something I can do at my place
because, frankly, my tub is way too skanky
to ever sit my bare ass down in.
And then maybe I got so caught up
in the romance of the suds
I started quoting old Latin poetry
from my college days like:
"fulsere quondam candidi tibi soles...?
You know: "Verily a bright sun
does favor me this morning...muthafucka!!"
And then maybe I played with myself.
But it's not what you’re thinking--
I'm saying possibly I just sorta
stuck my hand up from the water, going:
(in a sultry voice, as if the hand were speaking)"Somebody got laid last night!"
Or whatever.
And then maybe I played with myself,
and it's exactly what you're thinking.
But if I did, it was only to put
the mental motion picture of our naked night together
on replay and replay and replay
so touching myself was just like...Tivo in a way.
And yes, I was still wet when I borrowed your bathrobe.
And yes, I baked apples in your oven
and then ate them with your honey, honey.
And yes, I scared the birds away from your balcony
with my antics, dancing full-blast
to your old Prince CDs--
but let's just keep that my little secret,
because nothing is as private as a solitary dance
unless--maybe-- it's standing in front
of a full-length mirror
in a borrowed pair of bunny slippers,
slipping off a bathrobe and then wishing to a lightbulb
that my name, or my game, or my something were bigger,
wondering:
"What kind of woman wants this skinny kid
for a warrior?"
And so I made for you a kite, enormous,
out of coat hangers, brown paper bags
and the masking tape from the junk drawer
in your kitchen,
and I hung it in the hallway
where you couldn't hardly miss it,
and I tagged that kite with my words,
I wrote:
"Just so you know--
My weird mind wanders and my brave heart breaks.
I've nailed some milestones, but I've made mistakes,
'cuz I've got more faults than a map of California earthquakes.
I am taking a nap beneath your covers.
Wake me if you like me.
Wake me if you want me.
Wake me if you need another poem.
Your once and future lover
has made himself at home."
KITE
By Rives
I mistook a garbage truck for thunder.
The morning after the first night we made love,
I dreamt thunder was chasing rain
through your neighborhood,
flooding the streets and keeping the two of us
indoors for days or even weeks,
until some old prophet could drop by in an ark
to take us and the rest of the paired-up animals
to a very high place, or an island maybe,
where we could just straight
fuck
for a living.
But the thunder was a garbage truck.
And when my eyes woke up
a note on your pillow said:
"Good morning, Sparkle Boy!
I'll be back around noon.
You make yourself at home."
And so I did.
Maybe.
I'm saying maybe I put on your slippers,
which were as comfortable as bunnies
because they WERE bunnies,
and then shuffled over my new favorite
hardwood floor to the bathroom
where maybe I took a bubble bath,
which is not something I can do at my place
because, frankly, my tub is way too skanky
to ever sit my bare ass down in.
And then maybe I got so caught up
in the romance of the suds
I started quoting old Latin poetry
from my college days like:
"fulsere quondam candidi tibi soles...?
You know: "Verily a bright sun
does favor me this morning...muthafucka!!"
And then maybe I played with myself.
But it's not what you’re thinking--
I'm saying possibly I just sorta
stuck my hand up from the water, going:
(in a sultry voice, as if the hand were speaking)"Somebody got laid last night!"
Or whatever.
And then maybe I played with myself,
and it's exactly what you're thinking.
But if I did, it was only to put
the mental motion picture of our naked night together
on replay and replay and replay
so touching myself was just like...Tivo in a way.
And yes, I was still wet when I borrowed your bathrobe.
And yes, I baked apples in your oven
and then ate them with your honey, honey.
And yes, I scared the birds away from your balcony
with my antics, dancing full-blast
to your old Prince CDs--
but let's just keep that my little secret,
because nothing is as private as a solitary dance
unless--maybe-- it's standing in front
of a full-length mirror
in a borrowed pair of bunny slippers,
slipping off a bathrobe and then wishing to a lightbulb
that my name, or my game, or my something were bigger,
wondering:
"What kind of woman wants this skinny kid
for a warrior?"
And so I made for you a kite, enormous,
out of coat hangers, brown paper bags
and the masking tape from the junk drawer
in your kitchen,
and I hung it in the hallway
where you couldn't hardly miss it,
and I tagged that kite with my words,
I wrote:
"Just so you know--
My weird mind wanders and my brave heart breaks.
I've nailed some milestones, but I've made mistakes,
'cuz I've got more faults than a map of California earthquakes.
I am taking a nap beneath your covers.
Wake me if you like me.
Wake me if you want me.
Wake me if you need another poem.
Your once and future lover
has made himself at home."