It's been a good while since I've actually written in this thing. I definitely think I'm over the whole online diaries thing. And I'm pretty sure no one reads these anymore. But since its seems like no one has the time to listen to me anyway, I guess I'm forced to use this. Which I find to be rather depressing. This has been such a bad week... ( Read more... )

So I haven't really written in this thing too much since I've been here at school. There's so much to do that I just don't have time to sit down and write anymore. I do kind of miss it though. Coming to this thing was always a nice break in my day when I was in high school. I finished my homework though and am not really tired, so I figured I ( Read more... )

Hmmm...it's been a while since I last wrote in this thing. I think I begin every entry like that these days. I just don't have the time or motivation to write in here anymore. I'm not really sure what happened. I love writing, but it just seems like telling everything is more like a hassle than a break from the day. Whatever though. Kind of ( Read more... )

So here I am...sitting in my dorm room. It's so weird to say sitting in my dorm room. I can't believe that I'm finally here. I'm gone, no more Dayton for me. And the weird part is, I took it so much better than I thought I would. This whole thing, this whole process of moving on, really has got me ( Read more... )

Yeah...from now, thats how much time I have left until move in day. It's so scary to think that in less than three weeks, I'll no longer live here in Dayton and will be on my own. No more mom telling me what to do, no more strict rules to abide by. I'll be in total control of my life and there will be no one to lay down any guidelines. Where did ( Read more... )

Okay...so...I'm just about sick of my damn job. Tonight was seriously the last straw. I've decided, I'm not coming back in the winter, nor am I coming back next summer. I can't take this fucking drama anymore and the fact that I've been pulled into something I had nothing to do with takes the cake ( Read more... )

I don't even know what to write right now. It was just not a good night and for some reason I'm still upset. I feel kind of left in the dark...but at the same time, not. I don't know why I can't just let it go. I such a mess right now...I can't even put words together to write something ( Read more... )

It seems like everything that's been going on that's worth writing about happened in Pittsburgh. Kind of weird. I wonder if it means something. I'm thinking too deep. Anyway, I started my summer reading for Miami while I was away and to my surprise, I really like the first book. I'm about half way done and it's really got my attention. It's a book ( Read more... )

So while I was in Pittsburgh, I had a chance to reminise (sp?) about a lot of things. One thing that popped into my head (and I'm not really sure why) is Steve. I really don't know where he came from. I haven't talked to him in over a year, yet something inside kind of makes me say, "What if?" It's not so much heartache, but just disappointment ( Read more... )

So I really missed this thing while I was away in Pittsburgh. There were so many things I wanted to write about while I was gone, but alas, grandma does not have the internet. It's quite sad really, but what can ya do? Anyway, I had a really good time, although by the second day, I was ready to come home. I got really homesick actually, which ( Read more... )