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Yeah see...this whole thing about me "taking risks" and not thinking too much about stuff...its all a friggin dream. Seriously, i tried to be more impulsive, i tried to just..."go for it", but seriously...i cannot do it. It is such a funny/pathetic thing to watch....i just freeze up and turn back into the calculative and overly assessive guy i am. I felt like i should have had my testicles revoked today.
I might as well delete the previous entry...cuz honestly...i cannot seem to take risks...when i try..i just freeze. =\ fjkshfjksdhf
gah
lol...i guess what i said about baby steps is really going to take up some time.
but yeah...its all good, at least i can see some effective changes. meh.
lawl, tomorrows another day...i guess i can try again.
later.
I might as well delete the previous entry...cuz honestly...i cannot seem to take risks...when i try..i just freeze. =\ fjkshfjksdhf
gah
lol...i guess what i said about baby steps is really going to take up some time.
but yeah...its all good, at least i can see some effective changes. meh.
lawl, tomorrows another day...i guess i can try again.
later.