Oct 31, 2005 00:25
My life seems to be flowing in the same direction but moving in a very different manner ever since this newfound approach of mine. My responsibilities seem smaller since i dont waste time with trivial things anymore. Everyday its down to work and everything gets done, and i always have a lot more time to do the important things. Just the way ive been feeling lately, its the way people should feel. Im happy not because im accomplishing new things, but because im experiencing them in a new way. Havent been stressing out over anything lately, and i see what ive got now and i can smile.
My life has gotten a jazzy feel to it. Going with the flow really does make life flow faster. Things just feel different, more lively. Everything is upbeat like it should be. Trying new things is always good, whether its a new experience like when it comes to food, or NOT being shy and just saying hi to that girl you find attractive, or joining a club or doing something you find interesting just to meet new people and for the sake of trying something new.
My new approach, is basically shutting up that guy inside your head telling you what to stay away from, telling you what to avoid, what not to do. Hopefully i can stay happy this way, i needed to jazz my life up a bit...needed to break from the boredom. All of a sudden my life is flowing differently, im excited when i wake up, and i dont feel bored anymore...hell i didnt even change that much, just the way i looked at things. I feel differently about people that i most likely only glanced at, or said hi to a couple of times. All of a sudden i find myself thinking about them all the time. New music, new emotions towards new people, everything is just fun now. Woot.
Someone gave me some great rules to live by...
sing like no one is listening
love like you've never been hurt
dance like no one is watching
and live like its heaven on earth
...
and for me, they all seem to be working very well.