break away

[ether_ryath]

ok. i will keep my word to myself and to those that read this at the same time. shannon and mike should be the only two reading this. if u r not them, u probably wont know what this is all about, and if u r what i think u r, u r gonna read this no matter what i say.

shannon, i love u, u r the center of attention right now for me. i wanna be with u alot more. when i do move, i hope u will be there with me. i want u there with me anyway. u and i seem so aompatible. like if we are alot alike and we still can be so different. it is kinda scary. i can imagine myself being with u fir quite awhile, and it actually feels really good along with feeling right. its as if, i am finally with someone who actually loves me and i can actually love them without having to worry too much about the shit or things that i am either saying or doing. you bring me peace and serenity along wiht acceptance and security. i love that about you and i love you for it. there are things i think we need to work on, like your pessimism and my seriousness. these are obstacles for us right now, but in time they will seem non-existent. i rellay dont have much more to sya at the given time, just remember that i love u and want to make it work with you and i pretty badly. muah muah muah muah muah muah muah muah ooooo cha cha cha muah.

good night friends and shannon. i love you all.

-paul