caffine-free
im drinking caffine (sp?) free pepsi. Its pretty good for lacking the most noteworthy ingredient in soda. Church tonight was boring. Im trying to pay attention to the services, but this one was just too boring and i was just too tired. I doodled on the back of a youth flier and pretended that i didn't notice Amaris checking her cell phone every 15 minutes. I have come to the conclusion that i really miss Minnesota. I talked to rachel for probably about a half an hour away and i wish able to talk to her (and about a million other ppl) face to face. I wish i could go hang out at carribou in the canal, and at the canal, and the point, and so on and so forth. I wish i was at home with my friends where it is comfortable and friendly. Oh well, i guess there are some wishes that just won't come true. It's not that i don't like it here, i just feel a huge amount of pressure to be friends with people who i don't think want to be friends with me. And because i don't think they want to be friends with me, i don't really want to be friends with them. I guess it's not really a problem, i just have to find other people to be friends with right? oh wait...except thati actually DO want to be friends with these people. They are a lot of fun when michael is around: but when he is in Grand Junction, they act like i don't exist. Or like i am a wierd freak with two heads. On the plus side, i found out that they have an "adult cell" only they call it "College and Careers". Im excited because it sounds like fun and maybe ill meet some new ppl. Other than the whole drama w/ people that i am not hitting it off with, everything is good. I think i am going to pick up a second job on the weekends to make "ends meat". What im making now won't help me pay off my car. School is boring (what else is new), but work is fun. Jaedium is watching the kids after school now, so i see her every afternoon. We complain about not wanting to do homework and hang out with the kids. Sometimes, depending on how tired i am, i'll go downstairs and take a nap...yep, my life is pretty exciting. I hope Cassie is having fun in Argentina. I am utterly sad that i didn't get to talk to her b4 she left. i called her about 20 minutes too late *sniff* I gotta go: got school tomorrow...may still have some homework to do...?~