u know kara this is redic and maybe you r right and maybe i am a bad role model i guess all those years of supporting you with your love of horses, tennis, and whatever else you wanted to do i thought i was helping you fulfil some of your dreams. and i am sorry but i think i was a good role model i was always there for u and i never ment to make u feel this way. i have always thaught u were a wonderful person but every time i tried to tell u that even when u were young u didnt believe me. oh and i dont ever remember saying you shouldnt go to school and help us pay bills thats just silly and if i did it was out of anger and frustration and i guess since u r a very smart person maybe i thought u would read between the lines and come home and go here because i missed u. i know u dont think i was a good mother but i am. i have two beautiful intellegent responsible girls who r going to be something wonderful in the future and u didnt get to be that way all by ur self. and when i say i have no regrets i mean it. yes i get high every once in awhile so what i work hard and i do that instead of drowning in beer or some other thing. i dont know how we got here and i take some responsabilty but not all. i always to your dad and you how grateful i was for my life in this house and my two girls, i remember so many good times at barns different horses remember the horse we looked at in bumfuck nowhere that took off with u on it i will never forget that. john bryant the beach we had a good life together i guess i remember the good times more because the good times are more important to me than remembering the bad times we all fuck up sometimes and thats how we learn from our mistakes. its ufortunate that u and i dont understand each other and that makes me very sad. so just for a day try to think of 5 good times that we had because there we many and i have the pics to prove it and when i look at them they make me smile and all my self dought about being a good mother goes away. i have proof i was a good mother you and sister.
so what i work hard and i do that instead of drowning in beer or some other thing. i dont know how we got here and i take some responsabilty but not all. i always to your dad and you how grateful i was for my life in this house and my two girls, i remember so many good times at barns different horses remember the horse we looked at in bumfuck nowhere that took off with u on it i will never forget that. john bryant the beach we had a good life together i guess i remember the good times more because the good times are more important to me than remembering the bad times we all fuck up sometimes and thats how we learn from our mistakes. its ufortunate that u and i dont understand each other and that makes me very sad. so just for a day try to think of 5 good times that we had because there we many and i have the pics to prove it and when i look at them they make me smile and all my self dought about being a good mother goes away. i have proof i was a good mother you and sister.
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