Comments | eternity_78_30: the last of it

eternity_78_30

the last of it

Nov 02, 2006 17:18

so i just got back my charger from the farm...one of pauls friends just dropped it off...that was the last of the things from his house that i needed...gone just like that no more needing to get a hold of any of them...no more needing to get a hold of his parents...now here i sit by myself...the only one who cant move on...Im scared im really ( Read more... )

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ghettobootae November 3 2006, 02:00:57 UTC

pleeeeeeeease be careful with your meds babe.
it's a good sign that you're willing to(if need be) check yourself into the hospital. i know of a lot of people that are in the same mindset as you right now and it's just not good.
please be careful.
<3

eternity_78_30 November 3 2006, 02:04:29 UTC

im looking for a phyciatrist but i need a referal and i dont think my doctor sees me as a threat and wont give me one so i just called a office tonight and gave them the story over the phone on the machine (i hope someone listens to it) and hopefully they will make the exception or at least call me back...im really scared.

ghettobootae November 3 2006, 02:28:59 UTC

call the health link..you may be able to get a referal through there?
i'm not entirely sure..but teejay is going to look up the info for you and i will pass it along to you okay?

love you. just be safe

eternity_78_30 November 3 2006, 02:52:46 UTC

tania its been so wonderful that you and Teejay have been so there for me...i truely and honestly believed that i didnt have any friends especially of the female kind and well you really showed me that even tho we havent hung out you truely are a friend :) and i love you for that...thank you very much by the way give teejay a hug for me and tell him thank you too :)

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anonymous December 5 2006, 05:30:36 UTC

the best advice i could give to you is be strong like i know you could be and remember love never fades away if true love is there and the way it sounds true love was/is there.

just remember suicide is never an answer just a biger problem for others to deal with

eternity_78_30 December 5 2006, 15:30:51 UTC

ty for the advice i miss him everyday and will never forget him today (december 5th) was his birthday :( oh well ya i see what he did to his mom and me and just couldnt do that to my mom and kiddo.