What exactly is maturity?
It's been awhile. Really long while! I don't think I've even updated in the last month.
I don't have much time to talk really. I'm currently (or at least should be) working on my paper due in a few hours or so. Life been really crazy and I've just been unable to stop and think sometimes. Just have to foccus and get things done that I need to.
So what brought this entry on? Well... a couple of things in school.
I've actually had a little bout of insecurity in the past 2-3 days. I'm a little self conscious and paranoid for whatever reason. I honestly think it's just me. But here's a thought to ponder..
Do we really mature much?
What exactly is being mature? Some people say I am, even before, but looking back on old entries.. I was more unstable then anything. Maybe it's because I never really write when everything is just normal, fine and dandy. Only when something really bad or really great happens. At that point, all you really see are extreme emotions. The kind where people would look and stare and say.. "Wow. You're.. weird"
Well, I am.
I honestly feel like I still have a very long way to go. I know I do. At this point all I can wish and pray for is that everyone around me will be patient enough to deal with it. Right?
I don't have much time to talk really. I'm currently (or at least should be) working on my paper due in a few hours or so. Life been really crazy and I've just been unable to stop and think sometimes. Just have to foccus and get things done that I need to.
So what brought this entry on? Well... a couple of things in school.
I've actually had a little bout of insecurity in the past 2-3 days. I'm a little self conscious and paranoid for whatever reason. I honestly think it's just me. But here's a thought to ponder..
Do we really mature much?
What exactly is being mature? Some people say I am, even before, but looking back on old entries.. I was more unstable then anything. Maybe it's because I never really write when everything is just normal, fine and dandy. Only when something really bad or really great happens. At that point, all you really see are extreme emotions. The kind where people would look and stare and say.. "Wow. You're.. weird"
Well, I am.
I honestly feel like I still have a very long way to go. I know I do. At this point all I can wish and pray for is that everyone around me will be patient enough to deal with it. Right?