whoa there
Something clicked. Something's different. Ever since we talked really late Saturday night, and then I saw him on Sunday and I just... was blown away by how much my heart filled up when i felt his arms around me. I saw him and felt something a lot stronger than before. It scares me though because up until now I felt like whatever, I'm leaving in September, we're just dating, it's cool. But now I feel like I could actually get hurt big time. But at the same time it's really nice to feel that way about someone and to know they feel that way back. But something is definitely different all of a sudden. I don't know if he feels it too or if it's just me, but wow. I am actually invested in this, I care about him. I don't know if I should resist it so I don't get hurt or just keep letting it happen.
And then there's part of me that's just like what the hell am I doing with this guy? He's.... I don't know. Not who I ever would have thought I'd be falling for. But I guess if nothing more, I've learned that things don't always go according to plan or the way you expect, so who cares if it's outside the box. I feel the way I feel.
And the way I feel is.... a lot all of a sudden. A lot. I didn't know it could just hit you like this. Wow.
And then there's part of me that's just like what the hell am I doing with this guy? He's.... I don't know. Not who I ever would have thought I'd be falling for. But I guess if nothing more, I've learned that things don't always go according to plan or the way you expect, so who cares if it's outside the box. I feel the way I feel.
And the way I feel is.... a lot all of a sudden. A lot. I didn't know it could just hit you like this. Wow.