Goodbye Laney
I just got back to Martinsville.. My dad drove down to NC to tell me in person that my ex girlfriend/one of the best friends I've ever had, died last night in her sleep. I don't know the details yet, or when arrangements will be made for her funeral, but I'll be going. We hadn't been "together" since 2000, but she was there for me and vice versa whenever we needed someone who really KNEW and understood the other, and she never missed a single holiday or birthday, even when she moved 3 states away and had her own life to worry about. I don't know what to say here, I just feel like I want to say something now, and I know that Laney used to read my journal.. I remember once she popped up on my yahoo messenger about 2 minutes after I had posted an entry asking what "that tanning bed brain picture thingy was" and simply said "MRI. Its an MRI. Hope you're well! :)" .... I wish we could have had a few more fun times together Laney, but I won't forget you (everyone that knows me, Lara most of all, can attest to that fact) and you've affected me so much. I wish I could write something better for you, Laney, but you've got me pretty upset! :( I jumped on you the first day you moved up here, I held on as tight as I could, and even after we said goodbye you were still there for me when I needed you, but now I have to let you go for good in this world. I love you always, happy 22nd birthday (may 8) and happy 10:03 forever.
