Oh kill me now.
I feel a rift building between all of my friends on top of the heap of burden that is riding on my back these days. I said some stuff to lisa in the past that i feel she greatly misinterpreted and is perhaps my own fault for not wording it appropriately however it was brought up last night during a time when she was trying to "help me" and instead the conversation was turned towards her and then she attempted to state that i was the one that brought this up until i brought it back down to the beginning of the convo and stated her line that sparked this conversation. (and holy run-on sentence) I suppose i'm hurt even more, and i do feel sorry for hurting her if that's what i did previously but apparently this time is my karmic slam right here and now, and i'm sorry to everyone i've hurt so if anyone else would like to take their potshots while i'm down do it now and get it out of the way, i'm certain i've deserved them so please god just make them all come now.