Comments | estrin: When all Hell breaks loose.

estrin

When all Hell breaks loose.

Jan 17, 2006 22:44

So once again i'm at a loss as to what to do but not due to lack of direction, so much shit has hit the fan that i've no control over and so all i truly can do is sit back and try not to panic to much while it runs its course. My father will most likely be going to prison (how amusing a police chief being sent to prison), which means i'll have a ( Read more... )

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christiangirl02 January 18 2006, 17:11:18 UTC

Bullshit! Never just smile and pretend! All it does is make you feel worse!!!

Your dad is surprising me more and more, and he's just being an asshole...and it really is oaky to admit that....but of course, how are you supposed to call your eldest son and say "Well, I'm a guilty POS and I'm going to prison"....can't imagine it'd be an easy conversation to start....

I dunno, hon...haven't seen you in years, but if you need to talk....

pooh... bubblebabs January 18 2006, 20:26:13 UTC

Sorry to hear things are bad now. Take care of yourself. Money problems come and go. Parents... well, That you can't control. Do what is best for yourself right now. Things will get better, then you can truely be there for others again.

om_mani_padme_ January 18 2006, 20:34:07 UTC

But I am proud of you, Tweety. I know you're going through a hard time but you just acknowledged that you needed and wanted to be loved by the person you care about most in the world. That means you're still open and loving and sometimes in these hard times that is the best revenge we can get. Thoughts of support and gentle compassion are with you.

And Erin's right. Fuck pretending.

Olives,
Christy

ophieliaqh January 18 2006, 20:44:49 UTC

COme now I know that Matt is far away, but that does not mean that you have no form of release. Bottling is NEVER the answer. (I know Pot this is Kettle). However you have many friends, and while you may not feel free enough to cry around them there are other ways to release emotion. Call me I will list them I am always there and so is Grace.

jewlie1115 January 21 2006, 15:39:01 UTC

You know I'm always here, and not very far away for that matter. You've seemed like a different doug lately. Not the one that I know. Every once in a while I see him shine through, so I know he's still in there somewhere. You just have to let go. Your other friends are right, you can't bottle. Anyway, you know where to find me.